She's his first love. His first romance. His happiness. His rendezvous. His spring. His lilac.   

Kim Haneul noticed his mom acting weird. Kim Jieun noticed her mom loves sleeping. Kim Jiwon noticed his wife's moodswings. Lee Hayi of course noticed it all. She knows. So the next struggle is how to accept it and explain it to the kids. 

    This fanfic is inspired by the RAP part of 안봐도 비디오.   *Hangul lyric and its translation were retrieved on http://klyrics.net/lee-hi-video-feat-bobby-lyrics-hangul-romanization/ and http://www.kpopscene.com/lee-hi-video/   T

"Living each day, always nervous about tomorrow I told them to trust me, that we will succeed for sure With the weight of not just my life, but five others on my shoulders, looking for chances I had no choice but to throw away the pressure and failure"   Kim Hanbin,