This is an old draft I've had sitting for about three years. Cleaned it up sorta, but it's still not at  par with my current work. I wanted to keep most of the source material as close to what I wrote three years ago barring some grammatical/diction fluency errors, mostly for a little look into how much I've changed. I just couldn't bear letting it sit in here anymore. I'm not super into fanfiction, shipping, or even kpop anymore for that matter, but I knew I had to put this out there in some

You know when you lose someone, you try you're best to keep up with everything, only until you can't anymore. 

It was 3 AM.