The first thing Yuta says when he sees Mark’s Halloween costume is “Holy .” The second thing Yuta says when he sees Mark’s Halloween costume is “…” (Because the sight of Mark in a black, leather skirt and thigh highs has left Yuta literally speechless.) “Oppa,” Mark greets, his voice pitched a little whinier and breathier than usual. “Happy birthday, Oppa.”

Mark considers his boyfriend Jackson to be the epitome of perfection, and He feels quite insecure and lacking because of that. or Mark is feeling a bit insecure about dating a perfect guy. Jackson tries to rectify the problem.

The words flow and bubble up, almost, but never quite reaching, my lips. They die along the way, picked off one by one by anxiety and paranoia, the unknowing suspicions and countless realities in which they could react so, so differently. So instead I keep them, revive the words and never let them go, lock them up in the deepest parts of my soul where no one will ever find them. I'm just another idol, just another pretty face.