Selfhate (61 selfhate stories)

BEHIND YOUR SMILE

"Have you ever seen the hell in someone's eye and still love them anyway?"  

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Then There’s You

By Queen_Yewon_98 Updated
Tags  anorexia   depression   bulimia   angstromance   anxiety   selfhate   suicidalthoughts   sinb   gfriend   umji   umb 
Characters Umji, SinB, Yerin, Sowon, Eunha, Yuju
With 12 chapters, 10 votes, 119 subscribers, 4320 views, 24 comments, 14718 words
Status [M], [TW], Completed, Members Only

My Friend Depression

By Byulyi143 Updated
With 1 chapters, 1 votes, 2 subscribers, 260 views, 2455 words
Status [M], [TW], Completed, Members Only

私をコントロールする

By SeptiShad Updated
Tags  minhyuk   kihyun   wonho   hurtandcomfort   eatingdisorder   selfhate   sickfic   shownu   hyungwon   jooheon   monstax   changkyun 
Characters Kihyun, Hoseok, Minhyuk, Changkyun, Hyungwoo, Hyungwon, Jooheon
With 1 chapters, 1 votes, 6 subscribers, 1020 views, 1 comments, 352 words

Two shot about Kihyun because why not.

Two Sense

By BeachImJibooty Updated
Tags  abuse   angst   death   illness   romance   sad   yoonmin   hospital   min   sadness   kim   ocd   park   yoongi   jimin   ball   ohwell   selfhate   seokjin   angstyromance   yoonminangst   idkwhattotagtbh   majorcharacterdeath   sickjimin   jiminissick   comaau   imademyselfcry   sleepin   numberobsession 
Characters Min Yoongi, Park Jimin, Kim Seokjin
With 3 chapters, 20 subscribers, 580 views, 1 comments, 2394 words
Status [M], [TW], Members Only, Subscribers Only

Altschmerz

By scentofyeol Updated
Characters Chanyeol and Baekhyun | Rest of EXO (OT9)
With 2 chapters, 7 votes, 108 subscribers, 6 comments, 3711 words
Status [M], [TW], Completed, Members Only, Subscribers Only

Not Good Enough

By exolwings04 Updated
Tags  angst   hwanhee   kpop   selfhate   selfacceptance   up10tion 
Characters UP10TION
With 1 chapters, 1 votes, 7 subscribers, 1070 views, 1 comments, 5912 words
Status Completed

"Words hurt more than anything else can, because they last, sometimes forever." When Hwanhee stumbled across some hate comments on Twitter, he was unsure about his worth to the company and his fellow members. The next day, Wooseok unintentionally hurt him during practice. After the constant remarks of how terrible he was, will he be able to realise his importance in time?

My Unconditional Love

By Karma_moana Updated
Tags  infinite   reader   schoolromance   selfhate   ownit 
Characters Infinite, Chaekyung, Ailee, And More
With 6 chapters, 1 subscribers, 1580 views, 8187 words

She needed protecting... So he gave her that. But what she wanted was for him to be hers, which he couldn't do.

Thin

By IamYourHope Updated
Tags  angst   anorexia   selfharm   bts   selfhate   bangtan 
Characters park jimin (bts), all of bts
With 1 chapters, 1 votes, 44 subscribers, 7280 views, 8 comments, 1194 words

He wants to be skinny, he wants to be thin.   He wants to be loved.

Am I Beautiful yet?

By sebooty94 Updated
Tags  angst   selfharm   exo   suho   genderbend   selfhate   femsehun 
Characters Suho, Sehun, Kai, Kyungsoo, Chen,Kibum, Onew, other Exo and Shinee members
With 1 chapters, 31 subscribers, 370 views, 1 comments, 902 words
Status [M], [TW], Members Only, Subscribers Only

Everything will be fine.

By syana_cheryll Updated
Tags  seventeen   selfhate   seungkwan   drowning 
With 1 chapters, 2 votes, 110 subscribers, 810 views, 12 comments, 2066 words
Status [M], [TW], Completed, Members Only, Subscribers Only

Here's To The Kids...

By BringingLexiBack Updated
Tags  angst   depression   drugabuse   selfhate 
Characters various kpop idols, oc's
With 4 chapters, 6 subscribers, 150 views, 2049 words
Status [M]

Skin

By imaunicornbiatch Updated
Tags  black   exo   hate   xiumin   minseok   selfhate 
Characters First person and Xiumin
With 6 chapters, 1 votes, 6 subscribers, 530 views, 2 comments, 2663 words

First time Writer I got bored but I feel like I'm a really dark person I'm sorry if it upsets anyone whatesover, I just wanted to write without boundaries.

Self-Antagonizing Thoughts.

By lrrelevance Updated
Tags  angst   jongkey   key   selfhate 
Characters Key, Jonghyun
With 2 chapters, 1 votes, 14 subscribers, 820 views, 3 comments, 1447 words
Status Completed

Kibum is suffering.  There's something deep inside that causes him to despise everything about himself, from his appearance to personality and everything in between. Yet somewhere, no matter how deep down, he knows he doesn't deserve to feel this way, that maybe things aren't what they seem... but then again, what if the voice is right?

Bones Exposed [Sequel of I Found Loyalty And It Was Pain]

By OhSoInglorious Updated
Tags  selfharm   depression   exo   taoris   selfhate 
Characters EXO, mostly Tao and Kris
With 2 chapters, 6 votes, 143 subscribers, 2460 views, 7 comments, 1778 words
Status [M], [TW], Completed, Members Only, Subscribers Only

Grasp for Sadness

By Bloody_Vampire_JL7 Updated
Tags  angst   infinite   sungyeol   lonely   selfhate   emptiness 
With 1 chapters, 1 votes, 2 comments, 1504 words
Status Completed

Love? Non-existent. Warmth? Not Available. Companionship? Nope. Sadness?  Well that's available anywhere, anytime, and in a

Tainted Heart

By Mintbluerose Updated
Tags  2min   jongyu   shinee   evil   selfharm   selfhate 
With 1 chapters, 1 comments, 251 words
Status [M]

Filthy

By NoahTheBat Updated
Tags  key   shinee   taemin   selfhate 
Characters Key | Taemin | Unknown Men
With 1 chapters, 1 votes, 4 subscribers, 260 views, 2 comments, 3220 words
Status [M], Completed