Diary, I just saw red. She deserved it, she was the reason Oppa was having a hard time, she was the reason everything had gone wrong. And she stood there and laughed at me. She told me I was just some delusional fan. A creep. No. That woman was evil. She was destroying Oppa. I grabbed something from the counter. I can't remember... I just saw red.

She knew everything about me. I was surprised. Well, not really. She /is my saseang fan. My sasaeng girlfriend, to be exact.

A  letter from a former crazy lover to the guy that left her for someone else.

In the KPOP world, sasaeng fans are everywhere. Here are the diaries of sasaeng fans that stalked BIGBANG, EXO, JYJ, SNSD and many more.

Ever since you locked eyes with Dongwoo in a crowded subway, all you could think about for the past few days was him. The way he looked at you, his smile, just everything about him made you go weak in your knees. You thought you would never see him again after that encounter, but by luck, you meet him again. Over the course of your relationship, sasaeng fans get in the way. Can you handle it? Dongwoo - You met him in the subway. You eventually start dating him but

Sasaeng fans. The worst kind of fans they say. The center of controversy in the K-Pop culture. Just the mere thought of it makes not only

Eunchae is obsessed with DBSK.  She knows her obsession is anything but healthy and asks her best friend for advice.  Her suggestion? A Diary.  

    "If I can't have him, then no one can"   Love. Obsession.

Hoya, L and Sunggyu appear on a chat show and end up talking about their past sasaeng fan encounters.

Heeyoung is a Sasaeng fan and overly obsessed with Exo. She decides to do something insane the moment she was acceped into SM Entertainment as a trainee. Her mission was to make them all fall in love with her. Yes, thats right. Every single one of them. Did I forget to mention, dating is prohibited for the 12 boys?

I created this because of recent events with Infinite and some sasaengs. It made me so upset and this felt like a good way to channel my feelings. WARNING! Please don't read this if you get emotional easily because this story is kind of unsettling; I even had a bit of diffi

Dear diary, They treat me like a pest. Avoided me like plague. They cursed at me like I was the devil itself. They said that they didn't need fans like me, that I will just hurt their oppas. What can I say I guess I can't control myself around them, my world started to revolve around them, I may have liked them in a whole new level. I am not satistfied by just watching them from afar, I want them for myself. Maybe I am one of those people they call as sae

Hey guys i really needed to stress this out Have you heard about the sasaengs of exo's? Especially the one that happened recently. I mean are they serious, they are so mean to baekhyun....... i feel so sorry for him. Upvote this ff so everyone can see that sasaengs are going way to far and have crossed the line. Exo and exo fans are really stressed and angry about it :( First: Its when the sasaengs pushed kai to a Pole at the airport which made him get waist injury and dur

Being a normal citizen is restricting. You have financial limits, bills, life decisions and any and everything else that keeps you either middle class or lower. However, when at the level of a well-known celebrity, you'd probably want to stick to beng middle class. Being with a popular boy-group Exo, though, would put a bit of a strain on this goal.

  hahaha.. great. I’m not sure how to begin with, but I guess I can start by introducing myself I’m Asian. I’m a fan of EXO, a very proud one. And I’m directing this little speech for you guys, twelve of you. Just to let you know what we’ve—EXOSTANs—been thinking about the whole thing. Okay, so, Minseok, Yixing, Joonmyun, Sehun, Tao, Kyungsoo, Jongdae, Baekhyun, Wufan, Chanyeol, Jongin and Luhan. All of you, both K and M, are totally my inspiration. Each

I never thought I could be so close to hell. And I never thought I could learn to love myself again.

Can you do everything just to see the person whom you love?    Can you do everything just to win his heart?   Can you able to fight to your rivals in order that he is only YOURS?   But what if someone say

How do like being accused of something you are not!? Doesn't feel nice doesn't?

Shinhae gets dragged into being a sasaeng in one occassion while going for an EXO event. She hates it, but she can't stop. Chanyeol sees her expressions and wants to help, why? He believes he can stop her. Just from that, it turns into something more than a sasaeng and idol relationship.What would Shinhae do?       ~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~> For those of you who don't k

Sasaeng fan. Sasaeng fans.  Stopping ones dream just to take what they want. Take all they want.

A GIRL IS TRAPPED INSIDE AN ELEVATOR WITH KIM JONGIN BUT SHE DOESN'T KNOW WHO HE IS.

Why are you smiling again after you said to me that I'm Crazy ,Stupid, and a Sasaeng.The way you're happily chatting,smiling and laughing."Do you think that it will last longer??" ____________________

MAIN CHARACTERS:   Kim SeungYeon     Nam WooHyun   Lee HoWon

She is now officially an Idol killer Kim YeoShin has done countless attacks to famous idols and hurt them a lot. Here are some Remember the B.A.P stage during the warrior era, Himchan was sweating like crazy? Kim Yeoshin put diarrhea medicine, oil, and benzene in a coffee and gave it to Himchan before the stage.  Kim Yeoshin added glue

Huang Jae Yoon, a mixed Chinese-Korean girl that lost her parents when she was 5.And live alone for 3 years before an old 45 years old man want to adopt her.

WARNING: This fanfiction is not about how other fans sees sasaengs stereotypically. Some of the the stories happened in real life and I will mention those what happened in real life at the end of story. I made this story to change international fans imagine about sasangs. This fanfiction is about both exo's and their sasaengs lives behind cameras. Fans and fansites' names and ages are changed for privacy reasons.   

Hani is fed up with her sisters sasaeng actions towards the members of EXO. Due to her sisters ways of life they ended up poor, uneducated, and jobless, so with all her free time she makes it her goal to make her sisters life a living hell. In the process she meets EXO in various occasions, in airports cafes and unfortunally... bathrooms.

In a world where sasaeng fans rule the ways of the music industry, no idols are safe. After only a few years after debut, a twelve members group; EXO, has reached superstardom. Surrounded by sasaeng fans constantly disrupting their daily lives, they've suffered from abusive attacks to invasions of their own dorms. How long could this go on until someone snap? 

This story comes in a lengthened version already. Come check it out! Same characters, same plot, detailed writing!  Sasaeng's Pen

Prologue:        

Sasaengs can be really annoying, that's something we all know. But what if you're one of the girls running towards your oppa?

WHY DOES EVERYONE NOT KNOW HOW I FEEL?!!!  IF I read articles about sasaeng fans, I see comments like They should just die in order for Exo to be safe. CAN WE NOT GET EXO'S ATTENTION! DO U THINK THAT COMMENT WILL GET EXO'S ATTENTION? Nope it won't, but what I do does, they remember me, because I do the most damage in their life.   This is my life, the life no one knows, the life of a sasaeng.

There's a sasaeng in my corner, watching me.

Sometimes I wish being idol involve being normal, but apparently normalcy is something that we had swore to give up the moment we signed our contract. When we were still trainee, we have to practice 16 hours a day, and the rest of the day involve eat, personal hygiene and also the much needed sleepin

You return home from one of the YG parties with your boyfriend, Seungri, hoping to spend a hot night together. However, all that blows up in smokes when there turns out to be an uninvited guest in your home... 

"I never thought there was more to him than what he does on stage, shows the camera and tells the fans." - Kim Hyoyeon, 20, Senior High schoo

Lee Soona and her fellow group of sasaengs reek havoc on the sensational EXO. Soona is determined to reveal all of their secrets even if it means betraying everyone she knows and getting close to the one she admires most; Kim Junmyeon himself. They cause havoc. They threaten. They scar. They ruin. They stalk. T

Aku sasaeng fan, kerja aku ialah ekori idol kegemaranku. Aku cari semua maklumat mereka, termasuklah maklumat peribadi mereka. Aku akan pastikan aku dalam perhatian mereka. Aku akan masukkan baranganku dalam barangan mereka. Aku akan beri mereka sesuatu yang buatkan mereka ingat tentang aku. Aku akan pastikan diri aku sentiasa ada bersama mereka. Aku sanggup buat apa saja. Dan....aku t

Kim Ah Yeong is a new sasaeng on the scene. She's ready to get close and personal with EXO, her new obsession. But she's all sorts of clumsy, awkward, and unwitty. However, whatever she lacks in, she makes it up with perseverance and bravery that sometimes makes you wonder if she's stupid.  

At the first second, he noticed the weapon. By the third he spotted the target. One second later he was moving. Two more and it was done.

EXO's Main Vocal, Do Kyungsoo is missing! Fans are going crazy, Exo is in hiding, Police are searching everywhere for the missing singer. Has he run away? Was he kidnapped? The whole country has been turned upside down and Bang Min-Ji is caught right in the middle of it... and she doesn't even know it.