You ever wonder what someone thinks after commiting suicide?

thoughts 

There's a lot of things in this world, but there's never a stronger feeling except this feeling of loss. This feeling of hurt. I don't even know how I feel, but it doesn't feel good. It doesn't feel better. I don't know why I feel like this, but somehow, somewhere, I believe that it is what I deserve for being the person that I am.

The process of vying for another one's mind, When we live in a society where everything's 'fine', Was there ever a thing such as glamorous as this, The greatest scam pulled, Except this has a twist, It destroys what it can, And repulses what it can't, Yet everyone seems to see the message it chants, Despite all the questions, Remarks, The display, In what manner is the

A collection of short stories or poems.  Dark and happy concepts. Not necessary about k-pop.