Even though I put on a smile for the world to see, the pain in my heart lately dominates all other emotions.  Tears fall as I know that eventually, one day this will have to end.  The questions continue to run though my mind as I try to hold on to all the memories.  If I lose everything, if my popularity drops, if I can’t sing, if I get a different job, Will you still be able to love me for who I am?

      There is someone in Sehun's apartment...