sam hates competitions. sure, she can win any competition with her savageness and wits, but one thing she can't win no matter how hard she tries? attention. more specifically, mon's attention.   or where sam wants mon's attention all to herself.

Smiles were set upon, as if nothing ever happened, conscience knocking on the door of their minds yet love the visitor, never let it in. It didn’t have the power to. Not when the other’s smile is the other’s weakness. Love sometimes plays the role of a healer, yet sometimes it also plays the role of a killer. With set aside fights and barricade smiles, the rose stayed still on top of the drawer. or where a rose represents the first time Sam fell in love

She wondered what happened. She wondered where it’s going. Where her relationship was going. Cause she didn’t know. She wondered where it started going down. She wondered where it went wrong. She didn’t know anymore. Or where Mon asks Sam to hug her three times and disappear.