[RATED M FOR SELF HARM.] "It's amazing how perfect he was, and how much he knew he was. And it was amazing how many flaws I had.

“No matter what happens, I’ll always love you, hyung.” The brunette’s voice was unwavering when he said this, despite the hysterical sobs that overtook him. “Good. That makes two of us.” The elder whispered, letting a smile curve from the depths of his heart, in order to

         April 19th was the day I treasured most. I appreciated this day more than any other in the entire year. This is the day that the most important person that could ever exist was born. I smiled as I lightly shook him awake, admiring the way his dark eyes fluttered open when he looked up at me. His black hair was feathered out on the pillow, and his pale face was as flawless as ever. I just leaned d

Himchan: This kid. He never fails to do exactly as I ask him to do. It’s cute. But I never feel like I reward him enough. But I guess I don’t have to. He just does it. No questions. I once told him to jump from the bridge, just to see if he would, and he went to jump. Without e

            If there was one thing I was tired of hearing. It was “Jongup-ah!” Every other day, you could hear it, no matter where you were in the entire dorm. You could hear “Jongup-ah!” Himchan just loved screaming it. Whether he would tell Jongup to bring him some water, or to sweep the floor so he wouldn’t have to step in dust, Jongup- would do it. As soon as he heard his name, “Jongup-ah,” he was all too eager to do the commands of his hyung.