She will be mine and my baby's baby. She'll be my new everything and there was nothing that I wanted to change about this situation. I didn't care what I gave up or had to give up. Such a perfect life was waiting ahead, the past was the past. It cost me my fame, but that was it. Who needed fame when people so amazing were beside you. It was impossible to wait calmy for her arrival, it was like waiting for snow in the summer, it was like waiting to loose weight when you just started excersiz