Read this please!

Hi, first of all i'm here because i need help. I have a lot idea for my story (i think). Actually i've write them before but because english is not my language and i thought that if i use bahasa (my language) my story will become too cringey because it's just that (if you're indonesian and u know what i mean), and then i ended up deleting all of it. I'm a Reveluv and i support all their ship. But at first Wendy is my ult and then Irene came to the picture ㅠㅠ i can't contain my