Sehun was always known as the cheerful, playful, and sometimes bratty maknae. He always sang and rapped happily, but sometimes the lyrics were just a mask. Inside he felt imperfect, untalented, and plain useless. 

He used to never really worry about his size before, sneaking in snacks when on a diet and always up for ice cream. Now, whilst eying himself, he could see some fat on his tummy and his slightly sloppy arms. Thighs thicker that most of the other members. He shook his head, turned away from the mirror and said to himself, “I don’t care, I’m not fat”. Later that week, he came to conclusion that he did care. … Also posted on AO3 & Wattpad (CherryLovesRainbows)

“I like it like this..” He whispers, body shaking from the ice cold water enveloping him like a wave, crashing hard and cracking his bones with every ripple from breathing. “Didn’t you know, Hyung? The skinnier you are the more water can fit?”    His small tired eyes flutter to my own and out of everything I’ve been through in life, everything I’ve ever seen, anything I’ve ever heard, nothing prepared me for the heart break that I felt in this very moment.

Jungkook has always envied the other members. Yoongi's slimness, Hoseok's precious smile, Jimin's abs...  He was the opposite. He was fat, ugly, needy, annoying, and he couldn't understand why he was even allowed to be a band member. Can the other members help him? [Massive Angst and trigger warnings]

The words flow and bubble up, almost, but never quite reaching, my lips. They die along the way, picked off one by one by anxiety and paranoia, the unknowing suspicions and countless realities in which they could react so, so differently. So instead I keep them, revive the words and never let them go, lock them up in the deepest parts of my soul where no one will ever find them. I'm just another idol, just another pretty face.

thin, thinner, thinnest. but is there a way to be even thinner than the thinnest?

"I've found my reason to live and it's you."

  WARNINGS: Self harm, anorexia, and depression.   If you are sensitive to any of the above please do not read this fic.   Minho, the son of the CEO of a mental facility, meets a patient by the name of Taemin. As they get to know each other, Minho wants to fix Taemin, but will Taemin let him?  

Kris only saw darkness. No future. Scars decorated his wrist; those of old and new. He couldn't love because he didn't want to hurt him. Depression. Anxiety. Anorexia. Everything was eating away at him. Can Tao save him along with his other 10 friends? He sank deeper into depression. For every effort he made to float, there was an opposing force 10 times stronger pushing him down. 

Kibum is quite good at lying.      But so is the mirror.

________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________ Jungkook realises that he has leukaemia and has nothing to do about it. As soon as he found out, he avoids everyone a

Do not read if you are sensitive to: language, self harm, eating disorders, and depression  TRIGGER WARNING: Self harm and Eating disorders   Taemin had a secret. A secret far worse then any of the other members. Or so he thought.       

He wants to be skinny, he wants to be thin.   He wants to be loved.

YG entertainment thought that Big Bang was losing the younger generation, what if they deicide to bring in a new member. how will Bigbang and The fan react.