“... it’s good to measure things than can be measured. Our mind already has to deal with so many abstract ideas. It can get overwhelming. It’s comforting to have a sense of what can be interpreted in numbers.”  Taemin talks math while Kibum struggles with his secret love.

exo drabbles, notes, flash fictions i wrote over the years. list of contents in the foreword.  

Haechan wonders why would his best friend press his lips against his when he appeared at 2a.m in his front door bleeding and drunk. 

There's too much on Hyunjin's shoulders and Heejin just wants to help her through it. 

Two years ago rapstar Kwon Jiyong overdosed while touring, in Hong Kong. After that he took a year-long hiatus to focus on his health. No one knew where he truly was, other than his closest friends. Jiyong is in a rut. He wants to make a comeback, he wants to make music again, but his head's a mess. The hiatus hasn't helped. He hasn't truly been focusing on his health. He's been going day by day in a haze, just trying to write again, to feel again... But nothing comes.

Is there more to life than this cigarette? How does one get out of the endless pit of their helplessness and starts achieving their dreams?

Jinyong and Daniel are best friends who live together and lead quite average lives. They are... more or less satisfied this way. Here and there an unreached dream pops up, they don't dwell on it. Their world will get turned upside down when they happen to stumble into Nicholas.

Friends with benefits, that's what they are. At least to the world...and Momo.

When you and your close friends came back home for the holidays, everyone wanted to hang out again as soon as possible. It was a sort of ritual for when you all were home that just couldn't be ignored. You agreed, eager to see your friends again after a tiring semester at university. You expected it to be another one of those nights where you could just let loose, but that changed when you realized that he would be there as well.

Left alone in their hotel room for too long, Astro's member decide to drink the alcohol in the mini bar. Little did they know - that night would be full of emotions for the new couples. SanhaXJinjin, EunwooXBinnie, MjxRocky     

Their every breath fueled the intensity of the space of energy surrounding and between the two. The anticipation was palpable. Kyuhyun could taste the aura of Onew on his tongue just by breathing in the hot air forming between them, and he felt his mouth grow wet. Wet with desire, and Kyuhyun couldn’t admit that, couldn’t allow himself to even think about that. He fought his guttural, visceral attraction to the gorgeous boy before him, all because of one simple word...