So, first things first, HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY (it's already past midnight lol)!!!

This might end up as a rant about the guy I like. I had no where else to write it since I had people I know in other sites. Just a warning.

I had spent my day with a group of friends and he was part of that too. I'll just call this boy... "K."

I've liked him for more than a year now, but I havent really tried to make any moves to be more relavant in his life until recently. The problem about K is that I don't think ... I think he's pretty slow with noticing if a person likes him. Also, I don't think he realizes that some of the stuff he does to me (and to other girls) is considered flirting. It , really. He teases me a lot and laughs at, and sometimes with, me because I do a lot of crazy things. 

It's kinda crazy and unbelieveable why I like K, since he's just the dumbest and most sarcastics person I've probably ever met. He has like the dumbest looks on his face, like his blank face makes him look like a lost dog...  (lol is this just me talking bad about my own crush?)

OK, so I will start of describing K. He's a nice person overall, very considerate at times, but sometimes he says things that have NO filter and sometimes his words are funny, and sometimes his words embarass a person. We share a similar sense of humor, which means the lame kind of humor lol. I believe he's the type of person that won't be cruel. Compared to him, I'm like the HIGHNESS of cruelty..? When I eat out with him and our group of friends, he has always offered to pay for me and it's seriously one of the reasons why I like him. He may not be a complete gentleman, but he knows his manners. Also, I find it real sweet how he walks the freshmans (we are in a club together) or the youngest people in our clubs to their rides or transportation to get home safely. I find that K is certainly unique.
When asked by my friend what his ideal type was, he replied with "someone who smiles and laughs a lot" (ME), "They gotta break my expectations like crazy for me to all of a sudden like them" (lol IDK, I mean I'm pretty unpredictable). K is a year older than me, I am a junior and he's a senior and in about 4 months, I most likely won't ever see him again :'( 

Now, I will describe my memories with him because I want to relive each and every moment with him again (sounds so corny especially since I am so young and there plenty more fishes in the sea in the future and all, but I can't help it).
Since last year, he has helped me with my studies. He's been offering tutoring me in certain subjects and even though his methods are confusing they are helpful. He has helped me with Chinese and Physics (don't take AP Physics unless you like it). There was this one time in lunch (we have the same lunch period and he sometimes sits at the my table) where he was in the middle of teaching me about this one lesson in physics when my friend had commented about his eyebrows and how weird they looked haha, they do look weird, she wanted to take a snapchat of it. The following actions were so natural and I hadnt even noticed until seeeeconds later. He tried to grab my friend's phone and cover his face, but I had I had grabbed his hand and kept it underneath mine, my hand holding his. It literally felt SO NICE, like that was where it belonged (I AM CRINGING).

[Ill continue this later]