I'm sorry...

So I was feeling pretty well: school was going great, life was fine. Until.. The person I've had a crush on (my best friend) for 2 years then decided to (literally) walk away when we were hanging out because we have nothing in common (it's true tho, we're like black and white, Ying and Yang, dark and light). We now don't talk to each other at all any more (she blocked me on WhatsApp, I think) and I lost my only friend. This all happened two or three days ago and I feel absolutely worthless.

I know this person I'm talking about has Asianfanfics and I know s/he will see this. So hereby: I am sorry. I'm sorry for everything, but I still love you. And the fact that you're not here with me makes me sad. I love you and won't get over you soon. You don't just throw a 3 year old friendship away, but apparently you think about that differently. 

Well.. anyways.. Good luck with your life, and I wish you well..

Yours sincerely,

Eve

 

PS. This is not fake, this is not fictional. This is what really goes on in my life right now. Since I feel like , I don't think I'll upload anything soon. Again, I am sorry.

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Anna0_0 #1
It's okay to feel like sweetie. And maybe things will work out later. Maybe they won't. Being opposites isn't that bad because sometimes you balance each other out. It will hurt less over time, it might take a while, but it will hurt less. I'm always open to talking if you ever need someone to talk to. And you should try talking to them too, just for clarification of what went wrong if anything. But any kind of relationship takes two people, there is hardly ever one person to blame if something goes wrong. Stand by your opinions but be open to theirs as well is the only advice I can give. I hope it helps. Fighting!~
Oyechi #2
I honestly haven't been put through this situation, and I know it might be rly hard at the moment (for obvious reasons), but there always comes an end to things. (It might sound ugly the way I phrased it, but I meant it will pass. Easier said than done tho, I realize that.)

There had to be something that triggered it for the other person. A person doesn't suddenly cut off their friend of like 2 years. Have you tried talking to the other person? Like confronting them, I mean.

Well, whatever it was, I just want you to know that even tho we hardly speak to each other, I'm here for you! c: So hwaiting! I'll always lend an ear if you ever want to rant
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