. Valentines day is nearing, yet I don't have a boyfriend or a special guy to share the day with. And I envy my friends, they have crushes to give cards to, and special somebody's to eat chocolates with. Yes, I have a crush. But I'm not close to him, plus its not like he even knows me and he just recently broke up with his girlfriend. And duh... I'm just one of his 50 admirers so if I will probably give him a card, a teddy bear or chocolate bar, he wouldn't remember. I'm just a sad ugly potato lip locking with his picture on valentines day. :(