Hey guys I know it's been a while but I just wanted to share with you a poem that my therapist told me to write about how blocking others from getting closer to me affect my emotions. My therapist also told me to share my poem with others which explains why I am sharing it with you guys. You don't have to like my poem I just want you guys to read it please.

Broken walls

I sit in silence
That us no longer foreign to me
That I created so long ago
I've been waiting for a while now

I stare at the walls of my loneliness 
I watch as the light turns to darkness
I watch as dust gathers around me
I've been waiting for a long time now

I tilt my head toward the small stream if light
The tears of loneliness never fall
I'm sitting and waiting

I'm waiting in the darkness 
It's so silent
But it's my fault

What am I waiting for 
My untouched walls
Standing 1,000 feet tall
Surrounded by darkness that may never end
So I'll keep waiting

How long will I keep waiting
And waiting
And waiting 
And waiting
And waiting
And waiting
For my barriers to crumble 
For my walls to finally be broken

There was my poem. I'm not feeling good right now since I have a headache so I will give you guys an update on my life since the last time I did a blog tomorrow.