A/n this my trigger some people (what i'm talking about is my sister hitting people and stuff)

I'm scared. 

My younger sister hits me. She never left brusies before, because i am hard to bruise.

the frst time she left a brusie was in i think september. It was small, and it was purple. (no bigger than a quarter.) I got it because she punched me. Want to know what i said?

I jokingly said "No, Minho is mine." Cuz she loves himand she was being annoying. and she knows i love jonghyun. SHE KNEW I WAS JOKING AND DIDN"T CARE. She punched me infront of her friends. Tears came to my eyes and i had to hold them in becuase they would call me weak.

I told her not to punch so hard. If she wants to hit me she can't leave bruises.

She threw Family video movie cases at me (2 of the 5 hit me in the face.) He friend was right next to me. She saw my sister laugh afterwords. Why? because i said minho was mine. as a joke. (i forget taht jokes like that bring physical harm.)

The second time was simmilar to ( or almost exactly the same as the first, except it was a few months later. I can't remember what i did because she hits me for almost every sarcastic type joke i make. Only sometimes she leaves bruises.

The most reacent was yesterday. She turned around after something i said (sarcastically again). It angered her. She ran back down the sidewalk to hit me. LIKE EVERY TIME SHE HITS ME IT WAS WITH A CLOSED FIST. SWINGING. AS. HARD. AS. SHE. COULD.  i moved quick enough that she only barely hit the top area of my shoulder (not dead hit on the arm, but a dead hit on the side of the arm.) THEN SHE SAID"Aww i didn't get you. Here let me try again" My mom saw the whole thing and just said "dont hit your sister." ........ There isn't a bruse but... I put my back pack on and it hit the spot she did, and.... It burned and felt like a bad bruise, and it hurts to touch. but there is no skin discoloration. 

Those three hits were from when she was in a semi-good to good mood. Im so scared. BUT I CANT TELL ANYONE. IF I TELL SHE DENY"S IT OR SAYS IM CRAZY OR CLAIMS I HIT HER FIRST AND I DESERVED IT. SHE SAYS I MADE HER DO IT. 


i don't know what to do anymmore.

I'm so scared.

I'm considering contacting the abuse hotline and seeing what they think. I'm scared of her.