Jumbled thoughts. Jumbled emotions. All leading straight to a paved road towards insanity. Where will it end? When will it end? How will it end? Can I have the strength to veer in the bumpy path of clarity? Do I even want to?

                Sometimes the only way to live is to keep searching for answers. Most of the time, it’s the only reason why you want to die….

 Life offers so much challenges that one couldn’t keep up with. Most of the time, I think all these challenges are presented so that fate could have someone to laugh at.

                Why is it so hard to fulfill our destiny? Is there really a “destiny” all laid out for us to reach and complete? Or is it another fib for all fools to believe in, thinking that their lives would be better someday? An excuse for all mistakes that was committed?

                Sometimes, it is so much better to drown in a world full of sorrows and mishaps, knowing there is no way out rather than live in a world which is growing without you. To be immersed in a fantasy world where reality no longer exists.  To be enveloped with silence and mystery, pain already a stranger….

                And I absolutely have no idea what I’m writing about. Gawd, I’m going crazy!