Okay I suddenly felt like writing this blog because I have this boiling urge inside my heart that I have to. As a person who's been in several Roleplays I guess I now know how is it to be  in one and the feelings and emotions that you can have. First of all I'm not gonna name the roleplay I'm gonna refer to but just codenames. 

So first of all when I was just a newbie I KNEW NOTHING ABOUT ROLEPLAYING. Who should I be? What should I do if I ever be her? or him? Should I act as a shy or crazy person as of what I really am? I was verified to be Victoria from f(x) on the first roleplay that I joined. The people were friendly like they really welcomed me and we were literally just like a family especially with my members (it's supposed to be like that right?) But then suddenly the admins said they were busy and can't handle the roleplay anymore and with sad faces they closed the rp and eventually people left. I was a newbie and liked the idea of rp but then it closed I was hurt and said to never be in a rolpelay again because I'll end up being sad.

The next rp that I joined was a twitter rp and just as I entered it closed because of people not being active simple as that I was again heartbroken even if I should have learned to not be in roleplays anymore. I guess I just really have a stubborn head.

I tried facebook rp and I entred an rp with many people involved as what they've placed in their masterlist. I was excited because I chose a character which I liked. I was welcomed AT FIRST. But then as the days went by, only the admin was talking to me in the comments and she has so many things to do so I can't disturb her in the pm and nobody talked to me. I tried talking to people but it always ends up with "seen..". I hate that so much but I tried to atleast spend more time but  then the  old characters was like "this place changed. I miss the old *****." so she kinda indirectly said that the new people changed the rp and she missed the old atmospehere of the place. As a new person I really didn't liked that.Because it made me feel that she didn't liked us- the new ones on that rp. I left and suprisingly I didn't even felt hurt.

Recently I joined a newly opened roleplay. I was having second thoughts because it's in an application and I have to download it. But as the stubborn me ran, I did and I was one of the active people. It was a fun place and the family was growing. What I hated about some people is that they don't say it to the admins if either they would leave or take a hiatus or something. When the members increased, I got excited because being the third person to arrive and you witness how the rp was supposed to grow was giving me nice feelings. The more that intrigued me is I had a boyfriend on that roleplay. Bad Idea. I placed my feelings and emotions on that rp again and it eventually closed because of inactive people who I thought was my friends but sighs. 

WHAT I LEARNED( FOR PEOPLE LIKE ME WHO EASILY GET HURT IF THE ROLEPLAY THEY LOVE CLOSES):

   1) Don't stick too much. Don't put your feelings in it too much. Nothing lasts. But if you really want to you can ask them ( your friends ) their SNS and you can continue to talk there and be friends in real life.

  2) Be friendly. Or better yet be FRIENDLIER. If they don't make an effort in talking to you, talk to them.

  3) If an rp closes tell the admin you loved the place and you understand their reasons in leaving or closing the play.

  4) Don't get a bf/gf. lol it's so hard if the person you talk to you all the time cuts the connection because the rp is closed or even don't bother to atleast keep in touch with you as friends. That's why don't get too attached.

That's pretty much all I can say. Maybe I have some points that you don't agree or you agree but I would like to get a comment on how you  people feel about the things I hate about roleplay. I love roleplays, it keeps me busy and even though it hurts me I keep going to the roleplay tag and look for it. My wall is even filled with advertisements. 

I thank you if you reach this part of my blog, it's so rare for people to read up to here. Anyway I lost energy of thinking of more things to say. You probably think I'm a whiny person. HAHA. I'm also sorry for gramatical erros and whatnot I'm not so good in English.

WHAT DO YOU HATE ABOUT ROLEPLAYS? IS IT SAME WITH MINE? NO? LEAVE A COMMENT.