Hi hi~

So I'm at least most of you are familiar with this feeling

...I hope.

What feeling am I talking about?

tHE FEELING OF NOT KNOWING WHAT SHIP TO READ A FANFIC OF, OF COURSE

*ahem* The struggle is very real to me

I constantly stare at the search bar on my ipod and think to myself

'Am I feeling XiuHan...or maybe more TaeKook today? What about some Markson? But I kinda wanna read one with BamBam...or Niel from Teen Top? Wow there's not a lot for Teen Top, kinda shocking there."

MY HEAD IS A MESS I TELL YOU

THEN I FINALLY PICK ONE AND IT HAS SOMETHING LIKE THIS

Tags: *ship i'm searching for* *favorite ship* *person from one of my favorite ships with the wrong person*
Description: *MUST. READ.*

THE STRUGGLEEEEEEEE

WHY MUST I SHIP SO MANY

IT MAKES IT HARDER TO ENJOY THEM INDIVIDUALLY 

...especially if most of them are from the same group (EXO you are the death of me)

I don't blame the authors, no no no, they're fics are absolutely perfect for them and those that ship those ships. I'm not asking them to change them either. I'm just so upset with my own pickiness with this. 

And as you all know

Once you ship two people (or more, no judging)

If you even try to read about them with someone(s) else, it becomes one big ball of nope feels

Tis all.

-Otaku