hi to anyone who even bother to read this.

it's been a while, i just finished my major exam about a mth ago. and yeap, im having holiday till sch start next year probably april (see how result goes) and i've lost all my motivation to write and all. im even to lazy to type out this post or any other comments in proper capitals and shiz cos im enjoying being a pig lol. cant really rmb when was the last time i touched any of my stories and tbh im having serious doubts if im going to continue writing any of them. yeah, well, i really dk. just the title of this blog explains. i'll still be hanging out here though i'll not spend that much time here cos tumblr is all my energy i spend on com to make aiyu and iuship gifs and minoxiu (and winnerxiu) is dang right killing me that my brain is constantly revolving around them. not to mention that work and life is occupying most of my time. like i finally got to spend more time with my bf, family and friends after my major papers and it's the holiday season woohoo.

despite all that, i've actually thought about how im going to deal with all my incomplete stories i have here. well, for one i couldnt bear to delete any of them so i'll just try to finish all of them no matter how freaking long i have to take. and that means, i'll have to put a stop to all my new storylines. thought that will be better cos idw to just keep writing one chap story and then leaving them out to die. it and it hurts me a lot cos they are like my abandoned babies. i've read through most of my imcomplete fics and thought there is one that i will have to draft it up cos the writing so much that it has to undergo serious revamp. and that's lemon heads. oh and i might draft unrequited too cos idk, i just post it up for fun at that point of time. will try to finish the others while they are on draft and yeap see how it goes. but for now, let me enjoy my dec and perhaps i'll go back to writing next year. no guarantees though, i know i'll come back to finish them, but dk when orz.

anyway, i really have no idea what i am writing right now cos i really cant focus and im like writing paragraphs that no one will be reading. anyway, this is just a long message to those who have been waiting for my stories. sending sincere apologies out and take care everyone, hope to see you guys soon. peace. <3