For all those who know me, you probably are aware of the fact that, as a fan, I am dedicated to one group and one group alone - MBLAQ. And when they announced their disbandment this month, my world crumbled at my feet and I was left fandomless over the night. Yes, I listen to all kind of groups, I have a lot of biases and I do care for others as well. But no one will ever be able to replace MBLAQ in my heart, to replace Seung Ho on my bias list. They're just... special to me, you know? I've been an A+ for 4 years now and I will always be one... and the day they announced that Joon will not continue with the band and Thunder the same, I cried. I cried like I never cried for a band before, I swear! I wanted to yell, to throw a tantrum, to slap someone. But at the same time, I was aware of the fact that being out of JTE would be the best for them all, so I couldn't be extremely angry. I was just sad - incredibly sad and strangely felt out of place when watching all the other fandoms supporting their groups. I thought to myself "Now, where do I go? What do I do as a fan? Whom should I support?". I couldn't come to a conclusion, so I decided I wouldn't let myself fall for a group so deeply to get hurt. Of course, I'm an InnerCircle as well, but my heart is purely belonging to MBLAQ.

I was fandomless for a week or two. I was sincerely thinking of giving up on k-pop and writing and other things. Yeah, childish, I know >///<

But then the members announced that they'd stick together as MBLAQ no matter with which company they'll be signing or where they'll be going. I swear that that day was the second best after the one in which I discovered MBLAQ! I was sincerely impressed by the fact that, for the fans ('cause let's be honest, they're just complicating their lives if they'll all be in different companies) they'll keep the name of MBLAQ alive and continue to be one group, one family as they were until now. Now, that's the way we, A+s are sure MBLAQ really cares abour us ^.^ And it feel freakin' awesome!

And you should have seen how other fandoms supported them when the news got out, how Beauties and ELFs and EXO-Ls and a lot of others supported us, A+s both in our pain and in the happiness that raised up the fandomfew days ago  ^.^ I was impressed!^^

Haha, me talking about my forever love for MBLAQ :P