So, I'm a freshman. _{Yeah freshie fresh fresh. Like, fresh out middle school fresh out the womb ew lol i'll stop now.} 

Anyways, is it hard for you guys to make friends? I have made a friend, but I never realized how hard it is to talk to people. _{Actually I realized when I was little but anyway}

All the kids in my class are cursing and talking about stuff that I have no idea about, so I'm just there.  They're nice and stuff, but I don't uderstand them. They talk about anything other than what I know, so it's hard finding a time to speak. Does anyone else have that problem?

I want someone who I can connect with. I noticed I'm so bipolar. Sometimes, I wanna talk and talk and talk, but sometimes I just wanna be quiet and not talk. I want someone who I can have comfortable silences with like my sister.

Oh yeah, I think it's just me, but do you guys get tired when you talk to people you don't want to or talk when you don't want to?

I noticed in the summer when I'm just home talking to people I'm comfy with, I look as refreshed as I did in the morning. 

However, with school, I noticed the bags are darker under my eyes and I'm so tired. It could be the work, but I'm pretty sure it's people. Ugh

In any other news, my teacher gave me a 65 for class participation ugh I hate participating. plus, it's spanish. ugh ugh ugh Like everyone in my class is spanish grrrr whateber I'm over it. I'm gonna do ma best ok guys! NEVA GIVE AP LOVE BUGS OR WHAT THIS BOY IN MY CLASS SAYS HONEY BADGER