i dont know what happen to myself. im just feel numbness all the exciting feels tht im always had been fading away. with all the thing tht keep happen thid year im just went into shock state... I dont know why... and Also its so hard to found good ff now im doesnt mean other people ff is not good it just the problem is me maybe.. im totally hard to find ff tht can get my interest to read...

am I become weirdo or what.... but still I love exo infinite and all group thy is my bias....

what happen to myself im keep asking about this question to myself

is ut because of adult phase...although im still teenager