wipe your tears and get yourself together, unite as a fandom. since kris left i always saw a difference in exo, a crack in the group. unable to be fixed and only temporarily covered up. but now luhan is leaving too and i am honestly not surprised.

i saw this coming. if not luhan, i expected someone or someones to be leaving by the end of the year. and the fact that he's leaving for the same reasons as kris just furthers the point that sm is just ty all around. i'm not sm biased at all, i just highly favor a few of their groups/idols. and for sm to treat them like such crap that they have to leave to escape, makes me ill. actually sick to my stomach.

i saw a post about luhan's lawyer being the same as kris and hangeng's. that means he's been in contact with kris. i always liked the idea of them staying in contact, complaining to eachother and supporting eachother. i'm glad this is happening. i'm not glad it's under the circumstances of sickness, but it needs to happen. don't beg and cry and waste useless time on a fantasy that this'll magically go away. this has literally been building all year and if you've failed to realize this until now, you obviously haven't been paying attention.

i will keep supporting kris and luhan. i will keep writing them in my fics because they are dear to me and make up the greater portions of my otps. i will cheer for luhan in anything he does after this all ends. i actually like the idea of kris and luhan teaming up on a song or a video or a movie/drama, something. at least they can share the happiness together.

my only concern is what sm might do with exo-m. disbandment is at the forfront of the worries right now. even if they tried to integrate them subunits into one big group, it'd fall apart. kris and luhan held the biggest fanbase of chinese fans. without them exo-m is going to fail at keeping themselves afloat. i want chinaline to leave together, salvage what they can. make a new group or something, go solo, act. minseok and chen can go to exo-k. or exo might disband altogether.

but i will support them in any case. because that's what REAL fans do.