A little bit update of my life(And yes,I'm alive..refreshing right?)

Hello peasants people!So you must’ve wondering where is this freaking girl are and yes,to answer your question,I’m still alive(How refreshing..) Serious tho,I have like 424 friends and I don’t even know if you remember me or not.I’ve been a bit busy in live and being the heartbroken me,I decided to stay silence for a while(And wow,look who’ve come back from the silence..) Being heartbroken is really effecting me tho,cause like broke up with your FIRST love is not a simple thing(I salute whoever who got heartbroken and still stay strong)

 

Honestly,at first it was really hard but I got throught that(it got me 5 day to stop crying when I was alone) I really really love him,but I’ve given him more than 2nd chance to change for a better person.But well,I’ve known from the start that we’re not meant to be together.It took me more than a day to get throught him fully,but I think I’m okay for now ^^ .But I’ve noticed that he’s changing,not for good,but for worse(and yes,I know that I shouldn’t judge people,but I’ve known him for 2 years and I know what he’s like) One of his friend say that he talked bad about me(And honestly,I don’t freaking know who I should believe..)But I’ve gone through him now,I’ve been fine not waiting and walking with him when the school ended.I guess I came out pretty well.

 

Then 2nd problem came,there’s this guy,he like me so much and tried his best to impress me(He’s not a bad guy tho,he do have lack but he’s not bad.Altho sometimes I get annoyed because he’s  the type of guy who sulk,I mean,He even say that I’m arrogant..hell no,I’m not!I seriously can’t stand him,I have a thought that we will break up after a weeks -.-) My friend keep on forcing me to accept him,saying that there’ll  maybe love when I accept him.But really,I’m the girl who know I’m in love for the first time I saw that one guy.I can’t,I can’t be forced to love and love can’t be forced(I mean,they are not my parents or something to go and force me like that..) I’ve seriously gave them more than one speech about love -_- And yeah,last and not least,I’ve rejected him kindly,saying that we can stay as a friend.

 

And now,3rd problem come(Life -_-) I’ve a crush on one of this guy whom is 1 year older than me(And if you notice,yes I like an older guy) So here’s a problem,he’s one of the popular boy in school!(Congrats Mai,you’ve just made a big mistake) How the heck am I getting his attention?!How do I know that I like him?Well simple,When Ilook at him,my heart goes doki-doki(lol) Today when I have P.E subject,I go downstair with my friend and he’s there sitting with his friend.I felt like there’s something squeezing my heart and it beats fast and I swear I’m blushing!(Oh my,what is love?) Okay so,I’ve ask my friend what is his type and she say that he like and here it is (cute,soft speaking and short and for sake I’m not short -_-)

 

What do you guys think,what should I do?

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MyeolchiHyuk #1
Heyy thr..
Hmm.. if i were euu also i dunnoe wat to do since he is popular.. hmmm.. try communicate wif him? Idk.. just my opinion..