I'm hopelessly hopeless right now. T.T

I just finished my exams and it's freakin' me out since I don't know if I'll even pass or not but T.T I don't know what to do already. I love writing stories and whenever I try updating my story, it just won't work. So I put up one update now and it's too short that I know my readers will curse me to why I post such a short update after being lost for a veeeery long time. I cry T.T what to do? I don't know what to do. And now I need to strive harder to at least get a decent grade because heck, I'm having a hard time balancing school and life. T.T I need inspiration. I need motivation. And I just don't know what to do to have one T.T i feel like a crybaby now so I'll stop. I guess I came from and going to hiatus again. I call for the help of everything that's good everywhere T.T