Hey guys, it's me clueless. It's been a while since I properly made a blog post hm? How have you all been - good, I hope. So last time I properly wrote a blog post was when I - think -  was talking about following your dreams and what you want. If not, then I'll check later. College officially started two days ago //Wednesday. Not bad, but it is tiring. My first day I had to get there at 1 and stay till 5 o'clock. Then yesterday I was there from 9 till 5 and today, 9 till 3. I'm studying childcare and hoping that I'd pass it in the end. I thought I was starting my placement next Monday + Tuesday but since the lady wasn't there to give me my placement details I had to leave.

Basically, a lady checked my DBS yesterday and told me to go to another lady so I can come and collect my things for my work placement. I had to walk all the way up to the 6th floor since the lifts were packed and only one out of the three worked. The lady told me that Claire ( who did my DBS ) wasn't there and that she was in a meeting, she told me to come back whenever I'm in college, so I said okay. After that I took the lift down since there wasn't anyone there.

After that I left college and walked to the library next to it. My friend was waiting for me since she didn't have college today. We went to my house which was only a couple of minutes away and we printed out our CVs and photocopied our Work References. Then we headed off to the high street and applied for jobs by leaving our CVs. Yes we applied - but most of those would only accept during Christmas / Winter time since there aren't going to be a lot of staff during those time.

I went home, I'm tired.

I took a hiatus from Kibou - I was already on semi-hiatus but I had to go on hiatus until next weekend due to some problems. I love Kibou, everyone there is friendly and we get along well. Sure there might be some arguments but come on, what family doesn't have them hm? If you ever think of joining Kibou, do say hi to me - I'm Jayoung there.

Anyways I think I should end this here. I have nothing new to say except that College started and that I've been attending all my appointments in the m. hospital.

I hope you are all well and that nothing is going wrong right now.

Remember though - that you are beautiful and that someone in this world loves you, you just didn't know it.

Keep smiling.

- clueless. xoxo