I just wanted to take the time to pour out my feelings about Ladies' Code's Eunbi's death.

As many of you (supposedly) know, Ladies' Code had a terrible car accident which ended taking the life of Go Eunbi - a sub-vocalist in the group and leaving two other members in critical coniditon on September 3rd.

I wasn't a fan of Ladies' Code, now and then I'd hear about their comebacks and never really paid any proper attention to them, until this unfortunate accident happened; but with many reports of how bright and happy EunB always was, always was inspired and motivated to do many things breaks my heart even more.

I understand that people die everyday and that this is no difference, but for some reason, this just hit me like a brick to the face. Especially seeing how many people have spoken about how much of a dear she is, and seeing all the tribute videos - not only from fans, but also by other music shows like M!Countdown, over 50 k-pop stars also sending in their condolences, etc. I may have not known her at all, but my heart hurts a lot, more than I could ever express with words. 

For the past two days I couldn't stop crying over about her death. Scrolling through the Ladies' Code tag on tumblr surely didn't help at all, but it was definitely nice to see many, many people creating beautiful videos, photos, edits, etc about EunBi, showing that even non-Ladies' Code fans also care an extreme amount too. I bought the song 'I'm Fine, Thank You,' and I haven't stopped listening to it. It's haunting, but beautiful at the same time. Every time the line, "오늘 하루만 I cry, 영원히 행복하길 Goodbye," is sung, my heart stings a little.

Just a few minutes ago I watched a video from TVDaily about EunBi's wake, and I'd be lying if I said I didn't cry a river. For the past few days, the sudden realisation dawned on me that anybody's life can be taken away so easily, just like that. It's cruel and unfair, but it's life and there's nothing anybody can do to prevent death. Everything that lives, everything that exists will end one way or another; and it's truly upsetting, of course, speaking about life of humans, and even animals themselves.

People are usually... blind? Wrong word to use, but I hope you know what I mean. People are so caught up in the moment that they never really stop and let the fact that even your mother, your father, your siblings, even your enemies and most hated people can die any second at any unexpected time. I know it's not a very pleasent thing to think about and I understand completely why somebody wouldn't like to think about it, but it's that moment - that moment when somebody you know, whether they're famous or not, most hated or most loved, has passed, you just feel so... empty?

To close this post, I hope EunBi rests in peace and is in a better place now. I pray that Rise will wake up soon and the girls will have a long time off to relax and calm down after the tramutizing experience. Please keep EunB, Rise and the rest of Ladies Code in your thoughts and pray they will get better soon.

#PrayforLadiesCode #RIPEunB #PrayforRise #PrayforSojung #PrayforAshley #PrayforZuny