Today was my first day of school for a new school year. I transfered to a new school, so the school I attended today and onwards is a school I am not familiar with. Everything about today was hectic. The way my schedule was made was quite hard to grasp onto because there was a hgue mistake in my schedule. I was to board a bus to a college near by for my college class. Only, the bus didn't come, so I had to stay outside with the scorching hot sun for a whole 30 minutes to just to wait for a bus that would never come. I was placed into study hall for the time being until the end of the school day. I sat in the study hall room. If I had to be honest, although I was nervous about my first day, it wasn't necessarily a bad school day. It was rather interesting, because it was all so new to me. Everything felt wrong, because I wasn't familair with anything there, but at the same time, I felt like I was in the right place. I was glad to have gotten into the school of my choice.

I came home exhausted from the long, yet interesting day. After reaching home, I happily went out to buy groceries with my siblings, my older brother driving. EVerything felt so new. It just felt very nice.

Then reaching home with the groceries, I came onto the web.

And there, I saw shocking news that I couldn't grasp onto.

BREAKING: Ladies’ Code member EunB passes away in car accident

I couldn't believe my eyes. "Is this really happening?" "There's no way such a thing could've happened." "Tell me this is jsut some sick prank." Many similar thoughts flew over me. I was afraid to click on it to read the full article. It wasn't too long ago when I heard about Ladies' Code. There was jsut no way she could've passed away. No way. I was so afraid to even look at the title.

I eventually read the article, and broke down into tears. How could it have happen? No. Why did it have to happen to her? What did she do to deserve this?

The questions kept forming, and I refused to believe in the truth. She was fine just a few days ago. There's no way it could have happened. Just no way. She was here just yesterday smiling and laughing.

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It was then when I read these sorrowful-filled tweets from everyone that it got to me.

She's no longer here. She's not physically part of us anymore. She's gone for good. Such tweets brought me to reality. This is what the reality is. It really had happened. EunBi's gone. Ladies' Code's EunBi is gone for good, and there will no be return from her. It just hit me so hard. Tears after tears. It's so hard to just hold it in.

Such a beautiful person was sent to heaven. Heaven received a beautiful soul today. May she rest in peace. I give my deepest and most sincere condolences to her family members, to her close friends, to her friends, to the rest of the Ladies' Codes members, and to her agency who helped her grow into such a talented, beautiful singer.

I want to thank her parents, her family, for having such a beautiful soul like her on earth, and raising her with such love that made her to be the kind peron she is. I want to thank her close friends, her friends, for being people she could lean on. I want to thank her Agency for helping her aquire her dreams of becoming a talented singer in front of thousands of fans. I want to thank her members of Ladies' Codes for sticking to her and her dreams, and helping her carry onward.

Now, she has really left us, and she's in a more beautiful place now. Eunbi, rest in peace. Where ever you are, you will forever be loved by your fans, your family members, your friends. Where ever you are, you will always be in our hearts. Although it was so sudden that you left us, we'll keep strong for you.

We all may shed tears of sorrow. We all may shed tears of yearning for you. But even if we may shed tears of missing you, we will keep strong for you, so that your walk to heaven will be with ease.

We love you, Go Eun Bi.

As for the two members, Sojung & Rise, we're all praying for your recovery. Only Praying for the best for both members & that they'll recover from this.

It was also rumored that the driver was also led to death. My condolences goes out to his family members, his friends, and those affected. S/He was a beautifully brave soul.

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