OOOOooOOooOooOoH MY 

Okay. I've been inactive, as you can see. A lot is going on in my life right now. 

I've promised a sequel to Still beautiful to me in the end of August, but that didn't happen >__<

i've been having a lot of problems lately. havent' had a lot of time, my kids are growing so fast, my husband wants to move out of the country. 

you know that i'm not in good terms with my in laws(for some complicated reason) but my husband wants to leave the country to start a new life - at least for a little while. 

i don't know, a month, 4 months, 6months, a year? But he wants to take our children to a safer environment away from all the troubles we've been facing. 

And now you all assume i want this too? of course i do, but still i love Japan very very much. i have my life here, i have all my memories here. this is where i've experienced my everything, and i don't want to leave. 

Japan is a great place for kids to grow up, to learn the respect of our elders and our old culture. But we're going to leave for Germany for who knows how long. 

Because of this, i'll be inactive. I will still write for a living, but i'll have to quit two jobs our of three, ugh.. 

i don't know if i'll be able to write on AFF for as much as i want to. DON'T GET ME WRONG. I WILL WRITE HERE AS NORMAL ! but i won't be as quick as before. who knows how long it'll take for a chapter? I'll still try my best, but since we're moving for real, and will be very busy - i don't know anymore. I'm quite bummed about moving, but i know we have to to keep ourselves and our children safe. i know i'll get through this and stop being so depressed about it. hubby undertsands that i dont want this, but he has a gottena great deal in Germany especially, so we found it easier to settle in where he already has a huge future ahead. he loves our home in Japan, but we just have to do this .. ;__; 

I hope everyone understand what i'm going through. I'm sorry i won't be here as much, i'll try my best ;__; 

thank you in advance