Hey guys...

I seriously don't know how to begin this. What to say? What to feel? I'm shocked and just please don't call me stupid for crying over Sulli. I love her to the max no matter what but I still feel clueless as to why it has to be Choiza when she has so many idols who have feelings for her?

I know Sulli could have disappointed us in many ways but  as f(x) fans, we should support one another in any way possible even if our bias is facing difficulty. Why are you being so biaised towards the members and preaching negative comments about her yet still declare yourself as an f(x) fan?

Sulli's presence in my life is of utmost importance. She taught me how to smile when times are hard, laugh your heart out when you're happy or sad. Just be yourself and stay true to who you are despite knowing how the public treats your members/peers better than you. Sulli taught me that life has its ups and downs but just one small smile can turn the frown around. Sulli is not an angel but a human. 

Please stop calling yourself f(x) fans if you hate her and constant wish for her to leave the group or SM. Haven't you seen enough prove how precious Sulli is to SM? From 2009 to 2012, hasn't Sulli been showing her worth and admitting she knows where she stands among her members? She always seen with the big bosses of SM. She loves others sincerely and is being loved too by those who understand her.

We are not idols. We are not in the entertainment industry. We don't know the pressure faced by a mere 20 year old. True to that Krystal has Jessica who constantly looks out for her but Jessica is family. Sulli has no family members in the same stand as her who would understand her. Friends can be family but the feeling of empathy and love can be different. 

I was hoping for a press conference for Sulli so that she can talk and say her piece. When she does that, I'm sure our hearts will be at ease. Call me delusional but why of all men, Choiza? A man who doesn't show basic respect for her. And given the pictures, who goes to a movie date wearing work out clothes?

I beg you all stop asking for the show to go on. Stop encouraging f(4) promotions till we know that Sulli is already Choi Jin Ri. Understand us Sulli stans and pray for the best. I wonder why the members don't show any reactions to this? I'm not mad at them but don't they love Sulli? Or has it been planned long enough that Sulli is no longer needed and someone can replace her?

Sulli is improving her singing, rapping and dancing with each comeback. She can sing more lines but SM wouldn't budge. I don't wish for her to leave nor I wish for her relationship with Choiza to prosper. It may be her choice of guy but I would stick to note that she needed someone badly in this point of time where it was reported that they rely on one another. Rely on one another has many meanings. 

Please don't hate me. Don't ridicule me just for my love for Sulli. But I'm sure we are disappointed to hear she's dating Choiza.

Do you want last year's SMTown Beijing to be the last of Sulli's performance with SM artists when she was slaying with Krystal's parts in the song? I can't imagine should f(x) have a comeback next year, without Sulli. Can you?! She's only 20 years old and is alone out there. Yeah, she doesn't know me. She doesn't know how much I love her but it won't stop me in anyway. You would support your Oppa all the way. I will support Sulli too. I'm also her age and I know what it feels like to be negative in the eyes of others. Believe me that karma is fair and you'll get your share from those who see you as negative as you see Sulli.

And to why our fandom is nameless...this situation describes it. Not all f(x) fans support Sulli; criticizing one member darn badly. So why bother asking for a fandom name right if we can't stand as one? 

I hope you get what I wish to convey here. 

Seeking your support,

ShafSO