So I think some of you have noticed I have been a little bit away from AFF recently ^^"

I haven't posted updated any for almost over a month now, and I honestly really really do feel bad for anyone who genuinely wants to get my updates. I am so so so sorry. I go online on AFF daily, check things, and then go off again without updating. I have some reasons which do sound like crap, but I want to tell you guys how annoyed at myself I really am.

I have been busy with my real life, and the things happening around me have made me quite stressed out and also.. super lazy. I find it very hard to update, i'm often losing the spark I used to have while writing the stories on this account. I never mean for this to happen, and believe me, this has nothing to do with DBSK and Yunjae. I am still in the fandom, I am still a very happy, loyal Cassie who will forever believe and love Yunjae. It's just, writing these stories on this account, I find it hard. I need to find my inspiration again, start new from somewhere.

I posted a new fic recently and I had the plot ready and everything and now I can't update. I feel terrible. If you have noticed, I have been posting more oneshots/drabbles rather than updating chaptered fics, and it's because I can write anything there. When I have to do a chaptered fic, my mind doesn't seem to work around the plot I had originally planned it to be.

I know that I can't just stay silent and leave my readers wondering. I am going to take a break. (I guess you can call this a hiatus.. but not exactly? Until I inspire myself again to write) I won't deactivate my account, so you can still read my fics if you want. BUT, I will be putting the chaptered fics into draft except Clumsiness. Clumsiness is almost finished either way, there's just nothing more than fluff in the future chapters. But my other fics haven't even began to develop and I don't want people reading them, then getting disappointed after finding out the author abandoned the fic, because I know how it feels ;v; I really really understand if you all will be upset/angry with me, and I am honestly extremely angry at myself too! I know how it feels to read unfinished fics. ;-; I am so sorry. I don't know how i'll ever make it up to you guys, for being so amazing TT

For my blog posts... XD My masterlist post will be gone, i'll keep some of the posts, and delete the ones I find unneccessary. For friend requests, I am really really sorry I haven't been accepting everyone's requests! I will accept them all, even though you don't need to be my friend to read anything on my account ^^" 

It has been two years since I have been on AFF and the experience was great! I started off writing 2min, then Jongkey, then Eunhae, and then finally Yunjae! I made amazing friends on here, and you know who you are! The comments you guys left for me always made me so incredibly happy. I was a lame author back then, still am-- but the love I recieve from my readers makes me feel well, so loved. It's because of you guys that I felt confident enough to post more and more fics. If I hadn't recieved any feedback, I most probably would have given up a long time ago. You have no idea how much you all mean to me. Even the readers I have not talked to, even the silent readers, I love you all. Thank you so much for spending time reading my fics! I am glad I could make you happy, even for a little while.

I am not a famous author at all & I have not written many fics, but the love you all gave me was enough and I couldn't ask for more, honestly.

I don't know how to say anymore, my love for this account & you all is just.. amazing. But some things happen, and I have to leave for now. I will miss the memories so much, but I treasure every single one. People on here have made me so incredibly happy and I will never forget you all! Thank you for the wonderful experience. All the readers & all my friends, I sincerely love you all ;v; <3 <3 <3 <3

I will be around occassionally, but will no longer be updating/posting fics, which includes my YJ rec list, sadly. I am sorry if I don't reply to your messages! But please remember I really appreciate how much you love my fics & my writing, I really, really do. ^^ <3

Thank you for everything. I love you guys. 

Always Keep The Faith & Believe in YunJae ♥

Until we meet again,
RainbowCupcake ^ ^ <3