I couldn't talk... I timidly need help.

I'm able to talk, but I just don't talk. People knows my name but I don't know theirs. I seldomly make friends but I'm silently just friendly. Most teachers are ignorant of my existence. My voice is too soft even if I call you 100 times, you won't hear me. I only had 2 friends among the others that remember my birthday. I'm touch but at the same time, silently glum. If I talk out my opinion, most people cut me off mid sentence. I silently hate it. I usually sigh in envy when my teachers listen to my classmates better than me. I feel stupid in math and my own local subject because I thought I couldn't fit in. Why? Everyone talks well except for me. I feel sensitive to everything, even the sound of laughter that was supposed to be for something else. I thought it was directed to me. People think I'm a loner when I'm not. I'm just introverted and love to be alone. When I want something from my friends, all I do is nudge their shoulder and pass a note. My voice is too soft and it just happen to be like that. That's why I wanted to learn to be a noisy author and a noisy reader. Not the silent because I'm already one. Tell me. What makes me special for being silent? Tell me how to confidently talk. Motivate me to become someone much better. QUARTZ desperately needed a change, and help from you guys...

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Wow you sound so great and hardworking. I wish I could be like that too but I just don't do dramas. I only talk with someone I'm comfortable with. Problem is, there is a spoiled brat born with a silver spoon in my class that seems to gain friendship through money. I don't know why but my instincts says she hates my guts. I saw her once glaring at me, or whenever our distance becomes close, she'll move away like I'll reek when I don't reek at all. She's sarcastically rude to me.
Eversince then, I'm not comfortable with everyone except for my family...