im soo sad :(

honestly im transfering to a new school. thats fine isnt it? yeah, well the school is in another city. so far away that i needed to move out from my house and rent a room. thats actually fine, with my sister since she is a college girl already. but for me (im still a highschooler) thats not fine. at all.

the most thing im upset about is that today my sister and their friends gather in our house to hang out. im so jealous of it. why? because i only went to prom and went home earlier. i didnt even follow the graduation, thats what upset me. 

my friend asked me to go hang out in the mall but the day before i went to mall with my fam. and im to scared to ask my moms permission. i didnt get to say goodbye to my friend:(

and now my what my mom think is that i dont have a friend. the problem is i didnt get to say goodbye. and i guess tomorrow or the next 2 days im going to go there. it took 1 hour by plane, 6 hour by train, 12 hour by bus and about 14 hour by personal car. 

and my mom was so excited that my sister friend is coming in while today im sick and she was all like, "dont be sick, we're going to go there soon right?"

i have friends. okay? i want to meet my friends to say goodbye, is it that hard? :"(

im sorry for posting something weird but i just need a place to let it all out, okay...