When i can't write, i feel empty as hell! I actually have been trying to start the royal themed 2min fiction, but i've written 13 different first chapters and i'm not happy with either of them. trying to find a way to make it work. 

at least for now, i'm trying to end "The tale of the boy" fic. re-read it now, and i'm going to finish it quicklyyy

And for "Still beautiful to me Sequel", relax relax ^^ -it'll come maybe.. in august-october? 

I also have a writingsblock.... ON EVERYTHING. like after i gave birth, i've lost my imagination and everything, so i just feel like a slob. i'll come out of it sooner or later ;_; 

and i guess some of you wants to see how my kids are doing  ?  gotten a few inboxes for Makoto's photos heh (he's a real cutie)

My husband's younger brother has all fallen for him, and uses him for his model. I'm serious, he never lets go of the camera when Makoto's awake. i feel pity for the girls because he rarely takes pictures of them! (maybe because they're too wild and Makoto's just a kitten compared to them)

He's really grown a lot (6months), and his personality is showing more and more. He's more like his eldest sister, a little shy and modest. He's very attached to my hubby, and cries whenever he's going for work overseas. (hates to see him pack) Makoto's already crawling really fast, but can't stand up yet. he talks just blabber, and likes to have loud discussions with my brother in law. 

a little secret; i actually thinks Makoto looks a little like a girl. like my husband when he was a kid. totally like a girl. i'm gotta let his hair grow for sure

He actually likes getting dolled up, he never objects to it ahaha ~ 

as for my girls, the youngest as wilder than ever. she seriously likes to RUN around the house as fast as she can while screaming her favorite candy UNTIL SHE GETS IT. she doesn't even stop! She's a slow learner, hates sitting still and talks REALLY fast. the eldest is more quiet, very intelligent(+very bad eyesight), she longs for long hair and wants to be a princess. her favorite word is "of course daddy/mummy, of course" sounds really grownuppy! 

as for the pictures, I'M SORRY my phone is still broken and i have all my pictures there. pictures of the girls will come in the next blog post ahhaha 

hope this wasn't too boring, i just wanted to let people know that i'm still alive 

Thanks for reading if you got this far <3