help me i'm going crazyyyy!!!

anyway....i haven't even finish....but i'm spazzing so much now.

the part when they're asked what they'd be in five years 

n they all give different answers(hyungsik, u obsessed with soldier life xD)

and...and...Kwanghee said he will be Dad of two children...a boy n a girl...

and Kevin starts reminding him again that this is all age radio...psh...what were you thinking kebbin?

and after everyone answered, Kwangiee asked Kebbin...and he made his typical lame joke saying he'd be CEO of Arirang after Minu came up with the idea..mentioning Hotbeat...psh...well....it's their brand of funny but of course timid Kebbin got scared quickly n apologized, explaining it's a joke...of course we know it's a joke. psh...xD

and then guess what he said...?

He said in five years he'd be a good Dad of two children..../wiggles eyebrows suspiciously/

get it?

oh, and he said that while mumbling incoherently...and looking at Kwangiee...

and then Kwangiee repeated two children...

and Kebbin added...'yeah, a boy and a girl' with his ever stupid grin...

/coughs/spazzing like crazy inwardly/

wait. isn't this all age radio, dear kebbin? did you forgot your own words less than minutes ago?

okay so i decided to ramble n spazz as i watch anyway...

first few minutes was rambled here: http://www.asianfanfics.com/blog/view/884426

and then they talked about who they want to collaborate with...

n hyungsik tried to hit on kebbin for the nth time..yah stop it already!

so many talks about hiphop...the one dongjun chose...i just happened to try listen to his album randomly yesterday n got bored out of my head since i'm not into that music style anyway...i just don't feel it lol...n kwangiee as expected brought in yg.....eventhough he chose someone else thank goodness...conclusion...my music preference isn't compatible with ZE:A's taste...n all the names they mentioned even the girls...suggested to me that like everyone else they're just into what's popular....so....yeah....byebye~

wait...and then they start talking abt Siwan's acting and Kebbin praised Siwan...n later gave that stupid grin to Kwangiee....n Kwangiee as expected saying he didn't watched...n then...oh kay...Minu dissed Kwangiee mildly n indirectly...huhu...well, but as usual Kwangiee's not affected and instead promoted Hyungsik's drama...and when they asked if the members listen to hotbeat...i really would believe if kwangiee say he listen to it considering he's hardworking at learning languages n stuffs...but he only said that he listened whenever kebbin was monitoring it at their place...fair enough...cuz he's cinderella...xD /which reminds me when kebbin called him princess n he said he's not girl....uhh but cinderalla's girl yknow? cough/

and when they talked about members who are awkward with each other n Kwangiee said he's awkward with Taeheon...n that they spend most time together talking abt new york...?lol....n he said 'i hate taeheon' typical kwangiee style cuz taeheon point out his mistakes in dance moves?...lol...then suddenly he mentioned 'today's taeheon's b'day, i love you'....so he's just trying to make a joke n troll everyone or sth...lol...i knew it...n minu started saying he's only awkward when he's alone with kwangiee since kwangiee is a superstar n he's like the manager (well, originally he said he's not awkward with everyone but kwangiee said that's what he thinks) so...then he start making mild jabs at kwangiee again...making awkward situation n then...'i love you'...what the...these kids...n then hyungsik said he's not awkward with everyone n dongjun said he's awkward with everyone....that's why you two have to be together...SikJun!!! xD....n meanwhile Minu trying to act cute to Kwangiee...like whut...

when they talk about song they want to use to serenade to girl they like....omg...kwangiee's song choice....reminiscent of the last time he came.../died/ actually...so many parts were reminiscent of the last time...like how even....kwangiee is busy as hell with all his schedules left n right but he seemed to remember the last time he's there....that, or it really just came out unplanned n dejavu-like, but no fear cuz there's kebbin to always cheer for him n sing with him...kebbin...no...no more bieber pls...even if you could make an annoying song sound nice to listen to...honestly...i've nothing against bieber just cuz he's hated by everyone...i don't even pay attention to him...but of the songs i heard...i didn't like at all either...

and then they sang Breathe live...let me admit that this is officially the first time i listen to it till the end (if we don't count video making background song etc) only to find kwangiee just have one line despite only five members singing? wtf. even kebbin has a small amount...is that forreal? then it's almost the same as aftermath...eh? only 1-2 added lines for kebbin...can't they like...divide the rap lines to kebbin/kwangiee instead rather than minu doing all...?....or maybe kwangiee just didn't want to....sigh...i miss the time when kwanghee would steal line to sing like during mazeltov when he did junyoung/kevin final lines. kwangiee please find back your passion to sing....cuz really...the members who always sing aren't the members whose voice i'm crazy about n the members whose voice i like are singing less n less...how am i expected to remain watching them with shiny eyes if this is the case...i'm not fan who fangirls cuz oppar so handsome or what...or i wanna marry oppar n if oppar has girlfriend i hate oppar or no reason but gotta be loyal cuz uhh no reason....no....they're singers. and i'm just a fan who want to feel their passion when they sing bcuz seriously...lately i'm watching quite a number of singers who can really give that chills /well, not really those current idols but not top rated singers either...just normal average unappreciated singers with great passion/ ZE:A has great singers...they're hardworking...they have some awesome songs...but i need more passion that is felt genuinely. i think...dongjun probly has it...his love to show his passion is bordering boring at times...since he's always singing...but it's better to have passion than not...only problem is....i'm really not into his voice/or hyungsik for that matter...but other members esp my fav voices need to step it up n show that they're singers..n how serious they're about their existence as singers

n Minu is being suspiciously cheesy...is he dating or sth?lol/joke ok,don't use my words n spread outside/ he refused to choose an actress during worldcup came...n said he love ZE:A'S....and on the other round when he chose Jeon Jihyun....Dongjun said 'didn't you love ZE:A'S' hahahahaa.....good one Dongjun....very good one...smackdown that cheesy prankster bluntly...lol..that's what i'd do too...lol. remember their predebut time? wasn't it dongjun too who slyly got back at minu who's pranking the poor hyungs? he even offered minu's chocolates to the hyungs...haha

During the talent show though....omygosh....three words. hyungsik you crazy. another three words. dongjun...you too? ok...seriously i will ship these two...as if i haven't already /coughs/ you havta watch on your own to know that craziness they did led by hyungsik. tsk...kebbin though....making sounds of chicken/pig/horse/monkey...lol...that's so kebbin....but he should've just done imitation of kwangiee since he did it a lot... n may i mention i lol at their random english words thrown like hyungsik's 'awesome' n minu's 'yo peace'....lol. but really...this justify why hyungsik is the funniest...i always felt he's funny in his really clueless pabo way even when he doesn't say n just make expression....lol. the girl obv biased though since she asked dongjun to sing another song when he messed up but didn't asked minu to do the same....so....n kebbin yah, just let her choose on her own...don't give suggestion...

and the question about company dinner...lmao. it can't be ZE:A in hotbeat without a 'company' related question...i loled like crazy when think of the last time n that weird question they got about their CEO....lol

when kwangiee said 'under the hip meat'...isn't he awesome? even kevin couldn't translate it....but he came up on his own...n when minu said he likes chicken n kwangiee brought to hyungsik's ads...lol. kwangiee the ever observant one...n then when minu said kwangiee never bought them anything n kwangiee said he bought for hyungsik....lmao....this remind me of their macdonalds date days...these two are like eating buddies...n when minu ask about him...kwangiee said he'd treat minu salad...lol....these two always dissing n bullying each other n yet spending holiday together at Minu's family house with the family n all? psh...so much for Tom n Jerry...it's cuz of those time that i believe they're really still good....n besides, psh....Minu is even called fashionista leader in the show? does this mean no more siwan? cuz i agree with this...besides, i don't think siwan has much of personal style left with all his sponsored clothes n his events and all....he's become more simplistic...

and kwangiee's line to kebbin.... 'get away, get away, get away monster. i hate you.'...omg...i can't....the exact same lines as the time before...n that was like....9-10months ago or sth...wasn't it? as expected...kebbin goes saying incoherent wrong words as kwangiee effect seeps in....you idiot kebbin...it seems like the maknaes probly think why are our hyungs so silly? nah...but idk if they notice it since they adores kevin so much...

and choosing variety show...lol at hyungsik who can't choose between running man n rommate cuz he's doing real man...hahahah...you smart loyal thing. but between real man n we got married...of course we know hyungsik's choice...though kwangiee seemed hesitant to choose....by the way, i find it funny kwangiee translated we got married in english first...while kevin was saying it in korean. but dongjun...wants to be in dundundun we got married but refuse to answer with who by speaking of what he heard of real man from hyungsik instead..psh. you just wanna get married you kid.

but they all chose roomate cuz 'living with others seems fun' - said kwangiee /but didn't i hear hyungsik said...real men coughsinnotsoloudvoice/

and then.....dundundundundundun.....

Kevin asked....

to Kwanghee...

'Do you want to live with me?' /imagine kevin's voice people, kevin's voice...asking that...to kwanghee...not you you fangirls...psh/

as usual....Kwangiee said 'No.'

can you imagine Kebbin's face?

yeah...of course, that idiotic creepy grin.

thought he'd stop there?

oh no you didn't kebbin...

he asked..."Waeyo?/in hurt sound lol-his voice rise up/ we just changed room with siwan n ..."

wait.

stop for a minute.

does this mean now....

kevkwang are roomates?

cuz from what i understand...kevin was roomate with siwan...n they just changed...so who are the roomates now? i'm confused....anyone knows? just don't say it's sikwang. 

no.

anything but that.

but it sounds like sikwang...ah idk....whatever...or did siwan moved out or sth? cuz it seems kevin n siwan are no longer roomates now.

kwangiee answered a little shyly may i add?xD

'Cuz you're a stranger. it's weird.' /the translator said he's weirdo...but idk which one it really meant/

Kebbin: 'Me'?

Kwangiee: /while awkwardly fidgeting with his ribbon/ Yeah.

Kebbin: Why not? I'm a good boy yeah rite kebbin, as if that's believable...

Kwangiee: Because...because....I'm talk...talk...talking to you blablabla..that i can't really understand...i can't even understand the translator...so..basically...there's never happy ending in kevkwang's idiotlove story anyway, but who needs happy ending when you feel the love? besides...happy ending means...the story has ended...but no happy ending means there's still a long journey to go together...i prefer that.

Kwangiee didn't even want to leave...psh...n he's saying he doesn't want to live with kebbin...

but the ending...

oh no...Minu...as much as i like you n ur sassiness....don't hang around with kebbin too much....go to your other schedules....T^T..../runs/

jealous shipper is jealous.

ps: why didn't they sing for Taeheon b'day song though :(

my ship is sailing beautifully.

don't give up on kwangiee kebbin...keep workin' on it...

kebbinie fighting!

/runs out/