coming out..

Just like what you've seen on the title.. 

I want to come out

 

I've talked to someone here on AFF (you know who you are) and gives me a little courage to come out of my closet.. Well not to everyone (not yet) but at least to a one person.. 

 

I know some of my classmates/friends thinks that I am maybe a tomboy.. o.o yeah I admit imma act and dress boyish but I don't consider myself really as a tomboy... I just dress up what I think is comfortable.. I do wear short shorts and kind of those girly clothes but I can't really wear skirts except school uniform skirt.. Hahaha

 

I think that lesbian and tomboy is kinda different.. That's what I think.. •_•

It doesn't matter I don't really label as of what type  I am..

 I have known that I'm different since fifth grade but I just deny it cause I'm afraid what would other people say and think.. What would my family and friends think of me.. 

Up until now I haven't said to anyone and I just really want to come out and be free.. Just be who I am.. 

 

Some of my friends ship me to this guy classmate. Well they don't know what I really am.. So they just ask me how come I didn't fall for him.  I just answered I don't know.. Sigh..

 

Also that feeling when some of my friends and family think that being different is like an illegal doing.. It really breaks my heart. It just crashed my courage to come out..

 

I always keep on wishing that one day all types discrimination would be gone and just love one another for who we are.. 

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BaeJoohyunIsMyBae #1
Haha just remeber that no one is better than yourself and the truth is always right. As we have talked I know how you feel and I just want you to be able to come out. You actually give me courage to come out too. Just remember, be yourself and don't lie to yourself, stay true to yourself. Fighting! I hope we can both come out soon and be free.
-The-Blue-Goblin-
#2
I feel you chinggu ! ... my mom always teasing me that im a tomboy ! But No im not ! I just wear boyish because its comfortable for me ^^ and know what ... I already have a two past girlfriend but im a girl ... hahahaha XD funny right but still I like boys too ... I dont like being a real lesbian or tomboy ! ... I think im a Biual ... but still I feel free on my life ... I didnt tell my family but my very close friend knows it ... she knows that I have a past relationship on girls but she accept it ... there is nothing wrong about it ! Just be on yourself ! I once asked my mom before ... I asked her that 'If I became a tomboy will you accept it ?' And she was okay with it but still I can see that she's sad because Im the only girl she have ... if you really love someone you will accept her/him what ever her personality is , her uality and everything ! ... sorry for wrong grammar ^^v
omorfoplasma
#3
Char english! Wa kuy nasabtan dah!
GayforSoNyuhShiDae
#4
I hope everything goes well for you buddy =)
If you ever need to talk to anyone, I'm here.
I've been there.
shroom8 #5
Good luck, have courage :)