Ah, I don't know if old Cassies of the whole (five) TVXQ members had seen the fancam of JunSu singing their previous songs in Japanese on a stage. I'm not sure where and on what event (probably fanmeet?) or if it's recent or an old fancam vid, but he was sporting a pink hair and yeah singing a couple of their old songs where the band were still together. 

Well...

Like the title says, the tears just naturally fell when I watched it. My sister linked it to me and I'm just... choking up when the video played. I didn't realize that up to now, I still have that hope that they'll be able to sing it together again one day. That I still regret that I found out about them later (2009) when they're about to disband. How there won't be any other kpop group that would make me long for their song the same way TVXQ did since they're songs had made me change my mind about kpop. 

I really did dislike kpop before and honestly find them shallow, trying too hard, too mainstream but there's something about TVXQ that had me thinking... ahh... there's something more than their pretty faces. I remember the first song that brought me to their fandom was "Love in the Ice" which I saw accidentally when I was into watching fanvid of SoEul couple (Kim Seo Eun x Kim Kimbum in boy's over flowers). My hand was shaking to find out who the hell sang it and then I saw them. The group that sung a song 'Hug' that made me want to barf when I heard the english version. It's the same people I ridicule when I don't give a flying fvk what kpop is. 

I just argh... TVXQ is, and will be forever, the greatest kpop heartbreak I have.