I've been thinking a lot before deciding to write this post. I'm just really sorry to all my readers. I know you're just a few but I really enjoy receiving good reviews from you. I feel so close to anyone who has read anything I've written because it actually tells a lot about me.  My friends have always encouraged me. To be honest, I was way more comfortable with French because I've spent years using it when writing. The words just flow and when I read it again, it all makes sense. English is different. I always have to be careful when I'm writing in English. Sora, then Niji, Abiir, Houda and Mimi were always there for me (I miss when houda would force me to write using a pairing and she'll be stalking me and writing 'fanfiction now' everywhere). 

I've spent amazing times writing. But then, each time I read a fanfiction I've posted here, I just don't like it and I hate myself for writing it. I don't know how to explain it. Even now, I don't understand why I deleted most of my fanfictions here. I also have a hard time finishing those I've started and thought I'd finish easily. As long as one person is reading, it's all good. That was my motto at first here on asianfanfics. Writing allows me to create a world I fully understand but now, I don't feel that comfortable about it. It's like I can only write one genre and the characters switch their names, the events are just slightly different and everything else is the same in every story. How it starts and how it ends... I think I lost the ability to see magic in what I write. I can't help feeling my skills' limits. I don't have the will or the patience to improve the way I write so I'm on hiatus now. Thank you and sorry! I really don't know what's wrong with me. I'm fighting the urge to delete my account as well. However, I know that if I did, I would regret it later.