You make me suffer from this feelings

 

So, I wrote a blog post few months ago about this boy in my school. This blog post will be about him too. Beware :)

I’m on my last year in high school. I will have my university entrance exam on July. To prepare that exam, there’s a special program in my school for student  who wants to take the exam.

And good (or bad?) news is, I’m being placed in same class with ‘B’ (let’s call him ‘B’).

After our date, it was just felt awkward being in the same place with him. But I didn’t regret it at all. Finally, I’m his classmate now. Other than my batch friends, we are being placed with our juniors who take the acceleration program so they’re on their last year too.

We had math subject today. And the teacher gave us some questions with university entrance exam’s level. It had different level than the usual exam’s level. Today, the girl from my batch who attended the class was only me. The others were my boy friends and the juniors.

It was the break time when everyone went out from the class. But not with ‘B’, he was still trying to solve the math problems. So did I. It wasn’t because I want to be close with him. Hell no. I almost forget about him. I just wanted to focus on my study only.

When I was trying to solve the problem, I didn’t understand how to solve it so I asked ‘B’. He was sitting behind me. Gladly, he helped me to solve the problem. Slowly, he explained me how to solve the problem. And sometimes, I just didn’t get what he was trying to explain (lol, I’m just in math).  But he was very patient  with me and it made me happy.

But one thing happened (?) when he was trying to explain me. His hands trembled and he looked nervous! Omg I didn’t know why he got nervous but he looked cute. Hahaha. Oh God what happened to me orz. I don’t know, it felt so nice talking and being close with him…… uh, I started it again.

When school’s over, I went to a course place near my school. And I met him again there. We had little talks about random things too. Just like before, it felt so nice. To be honest,  I don’t know what kind of effect he has on me.  Hahaha. Silly me.

For these past times, I’ve always watched him from afar. And it hurts  me little when I saw him with his girlfriend…. Yes, his girlfriend.

:”) | :)

 

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