Goodbye.

Hey, guys.

To be completely blunt, I've lost interest in K-pop. Because I've transferred schools and I'm finally studying what I've been wanting to study all these years, work is now my leisure, so I just don't have time for writing fics anymore, which I did to get my mind off of the school I really hated. So, sad to say, this may be the end of the road for me. Maybe I'll come back someday, but with school looming over me (the workload is insane, I tell you) plus other extracurricular things keeping me busy, I just don't have time for this hobby anymore.

It was good while it lasted, and I'm grateful for everyone's kind comments that right now I am still blown away by. Thank you all so much for all the support. I made very good memories here that I will forever cherish, and that's something that will always stay with me.

I still listen to k-pop music every now and then though, but only rarely, and I just don't have the time or energy to fawn over groups anymore. I just have so many other things going on, that some things have to be given up. I knew that I was eventually going to move on someday; I just regret that it had to be so soon. But alas, it must be done.

I will say this much though: Shinhwa is still part of my life, and I think that much will never change. To me, they are distinct from K-pop in general. I can never and will never find the heart to leave these wonderful men who have changed so much of my life, helped me get through my darkest moments, made me laugh when I just want to cry in a corner, and caused me to meet many wonderful people. It's just, I don't think I'll ever get the feel for writing fics for them again. Maybe someday I will once more, but that day isn't any time soon.

I may still get on here once in a while just to check for messages or whatnot, but otherwise, that's it. If you want to reach me, just leave a message on my wall or private message me, and I'll give you my other contacts.

Anyways, this has been bittersweet enough. Thank you all for being wonderful and supportive; I don't think words will ever be enough to convey how grateful I am. I will never forget all of you.

Goodbye.

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feelgyo #1 Apr 30, 2014 21:51:51

*sigh* I'm not your closest friend in aff, I know that, but I enjoy your fic so much. Too bad I can't consume your update anymore. But it's your choice. Good luck with your study authornim :)

turntop-bigtop #2 Apr 29, 2014 00:07:04

I know I already sent you a message via Whatsapp, but I feel like leaving a comment here as well.

I'd just like to say thank you. Thank you so much. I don't think I'll ever be able to thank you enough. You found the time to pay attention to my fic and had the dedication to message me persistently for it. At the time I felt that my dream of becoming a writer was beyond my grasp, but you showed me what it feels like to have a loyal reader. You responded to all my messages with eager friendliness. You put up with answering messages from your wall, your pm, and every other media until we were having multiple conversations at the same time. You were the very first Internet friend I made and you opened the door for me to fight my crippling fear of socialization and see that making friends is fun. You shared ideas with me, you helped me develop my ideas, and became my first writer friend. You were helpful in ways even my best friend wasn't, and I thank you for it. You're a very wonderful person, and I don't think you know the extent of how much you've affected me.

Thank you so much for finding the time to talk to me. Thank you so much for responding to my messages on AFF, then on Facebook, then on Whatsapp. Thank you so much for being my friend. Thank you so much for showing continued interest in me. Thank you so much for everything you've done for me and everyone else whose lives you've touched. Thank you for being born. Thank you for being you.

Lastly, thank you for your hard work and the effort you put into your fics ^^ This won't be the last time you and I talk, but I feel like this is a goodbye to the side of you that I got to know first. So thank you for being on AFF, I wouldn't have met you otherwise. I love you.