Writing mah feeels out today...

So, I'm avoiding going on tumblr and facebook to see more updates about the ferry in South Korea... not because I don't care about it, but because I've cried so, so much. And this is not just because I'm a kpop-fan and it's all happening in my fav country. no, it's because I've always been like this. Back in 2011 when all happened to Japan, I went to Göteborg (Gothenburg) with my mother and brother to watch a movie or something... all around Nordstan (like a big shopping centre or something... don't know what to call it.) there were people gathered everywhere to raise some money for Japan. I wanted to give them some money, but I literally started crying and my mother took the money and walked up to them. Me, a 16-year-old at that time, couldn't go up and give them the money because I cried about it. Whatever country it is, I will always cry, because it's so sad that stuff like this is happening, splitting families apart. I can't even go one day without worrying if my mother has been murdered whenever she's gone for longer than she's told me.

anyways... moving onto other things... just needed to get that stuff out of my chest.

So, it's easter today... My family doesn't actually celebrate it, since we've never done it. My parents birthdays have been on the 14th and 18th (yesterday) so that's probably why we don't too. And I don't actually care about easter too much. I don't consider it something to celebrate... especialy since I'm not christian, I'm an atheist and according to everything we've had to learn in school (and literally been forced to become christians since we started here in sweden) it had something with Jesus coming back to life and then disappearing and . Something I don't believe in. (lol, while writing this I can hear people already starting the fireworks outside... so stupid, haha.. sorry If I sound rude.. I just mean it's better if they start them later...) 
anyways, I'm still all alone at home, while my mother is visiting my grandma and grandpa... probably talking about old memories and getting drunk like they usually do. Don't mind that tho... good or my mother. she needs to chill out! :)

so, right now i'm just drinking a fresh glass of milk... so gooooood... and eating my marabou-bar with oreo-cookies in it. tho i'm getting a bit tired of it, but oh well. at least I have my milk.... and i'm still trying to stop chuckling about 

Hbomb: You just has to go inside me. STOP! stop going inside me!

Graser: hahaha, but you're the best to go inside of. Your skins looks all so evil. your eyes... they're evil...

and

Graser: I don't remember how you look like. I've seen like tons of pictures of you and Bayani, but I still can't remember how he looks like.

Hbomb: well, I only remember him because he looks like an angry little kid. That's how I see him. hahaha

Been addicted to watching Graser10 play The Cube SMP on Minecraft and all that. Also been obsessed with Minecraft! Such a fun game to just disappear into and forget about everything else. It's quite... quite relaxing if I shall say so myself. So, right now I shall probably try to write down something for the sequel I'll write for "The Handsome Frog & The Emo Prince"... haven't been paying too much attention to that story for a while now... and not " Change for an Idiot" either so... I might start working on them a bit more... other stories too... tho it's been relaxing not paying attention to anything but to get a job lately... so yeah...

So, sending all my prayers for South Korea and I do hope everything will turn out as best as it could. KPOP can wait a year or so... I just want as many people as possible alive! I'm so sad that I can't do anything about it, and just pray and hope tho... But if that's the only thing I can do... I will! #PrayForSouthKorea <3 ❤

♫

Sing it for the boys, sing it for the girls
Every time that you lose it, sing it for the world
Sing it from the heart, sing it 'til you're nuts
Sing it out for the ones that'll hate your guts

Sing it for the deaf, sing it for the blind
Sing about everyone that you left behind
Sing it for the world, sing it for the world

♪

And I hope you'll have a good day/night/whatever and I'll be gone, watching some stupid horror movie or something... bye bye!!