Note :

1. This blog is basically what I thought about the matter; which I would reveal soon. You’re more than welcome to have the same or different opinion on this. Everyone is free to have their own opinions, and so do I.
2. I’m blunt in many ways. Leave while you can before it’s too late. I can’t guarantee your mental health will stay the same after you've done reading this (LOL. Okay, ‘maybe’ it’s not that bad. XD).
3. This is a loooooooooooonggggggg post. :P

I like to browse the news or facts about TVXQ and JYJ. A lot. And that was, how I suddenly arrived at one of the open-for-public blog in the internet. The article’s content from the blog wasn’t really important, since it doesn’t have anything to do with what I’m concerned about right now. In short, the article was given tons of comments; which were, of course, positive and also negative (There’s always a pro and con over anything, right?). Amongst all of the comments there, I saw this certain comment was written as the reply of someone else’s.

Still looks pretty much normal, right?
I thought so... until I read some of the continuation of the replies there.

Saw the underlined ones?

First, I often read, hear, and talk with someone whom had the same thoughts like that. Well, they said something like “I feel ashamed, because I’m a Cassie but I never have their albums, go to the concerts, or even fanmeets”. For these whole times, I always said to those people to not worry over the matters and what important for being a Cassie is their hearts. Because for me, not everyone could have a decent amount to do everything. I bought the albums because I’m still able to do so, and I won’t expect anyone to do the same. Everyone had their own priorities of financial. Do you really want them to sacrifice their everything just to support TVXQ and JYJ? Of course not... or it’s just me?

Well then move to the second and third underlined parts, those were the ones that made me extremely surprised. I never thought that some people really believe that there was this sort of rules in a Cassiopeia fandom (She/he did say that every fandoms have it; but let’s just say about Cassiopeia in a meantime). Not to mention, that there were some people that did some kind of tests to decide whether someone is decent enough to be said as a Cassiopeia or not. If you dare to break the rules or anything, then you’re not worthed as Cassie.

I was really like... seriously???

Who are you, to judge me on how loyal I am as their fans?
Who are you, to judge me whether I’m a true Cassiopeia or not?
Are you the founder of Cassiopeia? No. As long as I know, it’s Shim Changmin.
Are you the owner of Cassiopeia? No. As long as I know, it’s the five boys.
Are you a cops? A judge? A prosecutor of Cassiopeia? A GOD?
Do you even have any license to do so towards the others?

. I’m not and will never be bounded to the rules. Whatever the rules and no matter how logical those were. It’s just... No, thank you. I'm a totally free person. For me, I would rather to say that I’m bounded to the five adorable guys instead. No one has any rights to judge my credibility as their fans; except the five boys that I adore of. I repeat; NO ONE.

If being a Cassie meant that I have to know everything about them in my head and also keep the faith and believe that they’ll come back as 5, what if I don’t? What if I just believe that their relationship with each other isn’t over yet? What if I just want to focus on the present; to support both of the sides, without thinking too much over the future and reunion? What if I’ve burried down the thought of reunion, even though I would be crying in joy when they suddenly came back? What if I just love the five of them, regardless there would be a reunion or not; they were doing solo activities or as a whole groups? What if I tend to forget trivial things like their birthday, or their release date of albums, their family names, their dramas, or whatsoever? Am I not a Cassie that way? Even though my love as big.

True that I’m not loving each of them with the whole of my heart. I still have tons of things to be taken care about. My life, my job, my finansial, my family, and my friends. I’m sorry that I can’t just throw my life away for those lovely boys that I’ve never met because there were more important things in my life. I’m sorry that I could do nothing beside watching their appearances with a laughter as well as cries. I’m sorry that I could do nothing beside watching their concerts from the video and crying along because missing them so badly or because there was a member cried there. I’m sorry that I could do nothing beside buying their albums and listening to their songs for the whole day. I’m sorry that I could do nothing beside praying that they would be happy for forever; that they would do everything well.

Because for me, there was no one knew what the real meaning of Cassiopeia was. You could make tons of assumptions, but there would be nothing to be proven right. Not even my own theory; which was that Cassiopeia meant to support those five, regardless everything. It doesn’t matter that you support them individually, as a group, or whatever. It doesn't matter that you believe in the future reunion or just value the present, or whatever. But again, those were just merely my assumption.

If you think that I’m not a Cassie that way, then be it.

I don’t care what you’re going to call me. Fake Cassie? Or just JYJ+TVXQ fans? Suits yourself. I would leave out Cassiopeia’s name if by disobeying the rules then I’m not a true Cassie. Because I won't follow any rules that were made to be a Cassie. It’s just such a pity for me... because I wore a Cassiopeia title not because of no reason. It was because the name was given by one of the members; Shim Changmin. It was because when he created the name for us, I believe that he wanted the Cassiopeia would support all five of them; just like how much stars there were. I wanted to potray those message with the name, but it seemed that lots people thought differently about the name; and I hate it a lot.

I'm sorry, Changmin~ and I'm sorry, the other four as well~

Just one last thing to be remembered, no matter what my name would be, I will definitely support my five adorable stars just like now; no matter what happened. Name is a name, but I’m bounded with the people; not the name.

Regards,

randomcassie
(which soon-to-be someone else)

PS. I really think to change my username as well.
Because it’s sickening me, to be considered the same with those rule-makers of Cassiopeia.
But sadly, I haven’t had an idea on what it should be. TVXQJYJFans? LMAO. So long.