Hmmm... after seeing one of my friends' latest blog, I feel so guilty for pushing her over the edge. And surely, it feels like losing one of my friends.

Yeah, writing was supposed to be fun. But lately, it feels so off. I just feel so tired lately and perhaps I won't write anymore. Even if I write, I'll just write only for myself.

Then, about the stories that I've made so far... should I delete them all? And then should I deactive my account?

I feel so.... I don't know... very sad and very disappoint of myself... But then, I'm so sorry, Little one, for pushing you too much. And I know I'm an impulsive one and rushing my act before regretting later.

*goes to the corner, sulking and blaming myself*

PS: It's not a bashing post.. if there's someone to bash, it'll be ME.