I'M SORRY. WRAAH
Well hello there! Long time no see! I used to be very active here, but hey, life happened.
No actually, I've been in a slump recently, finding it hard to write. The fiction about myself is hard to keep going because i want it to be correct. But then I have to read in my 149 diaries, so it takes time. + that i don't find everything interesting. The fiction is about my life, and not everything is so dramatic, so i find it hard to.. make people like it..(?) I mean, not everything in life is fun or interesting to read about, so i get really unsure about what to write and not to write.
I've been getting a lot of Pm's, asking me to come back or if i'm alive etc, AND I DON'T MIND THAT <3
The other fic i have is just lack of imagination (don't worry, i'll get there)
But because of these slumps, I've been writing by hand. Yes by hand, like in the before-computer-existed- by hand.
So yeah, I've been filling out these little note books with stories (that i may find too short to write and post on AFF)
Every story i've written by hand are plots i thought i'd use here, but didn't really know if it was good enough.
The plot is made to be.. really short. I find it really fun though. and my creativity is BOOOOSTIN'
But i will wake up to reality soon and just start updating my fics, haahahaa..
(although i think i will keep writing by hand too, cuz its fun and more personal)
I've been sending one to Maria up in Norway, so she's probably getting it in the mail by now. (she really wanted one)
But i think i'll disappoint her, because it's really really really sad. like.. really. (girls, do not write while being on your periods. that is emotional .)
But i WILL update soon, and not just once every week, or for the other fic, once every 2nd week(or month lol)
and to apologize to this long post(if you made it this far) Here's a picture of my youngest dorky 1 year old girl ^^
Thanks for reading, Bye ~
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