I'M SORRY. WRAAH

Well hello there! Long time no see! I used to be very active here, but hey, life happened. 

No actually, I've been in a slump recently, finding it hard to write. The fiction about myself is hard to keep going because i want it to be correct. But then I have to read in my 149 diaries, so it takes time. + that i don't find everything interesting. The fiction is about my life, and not everything is so dramatic, so i find it hard to.. make people like it..(?) I mean, not everything in life is fun or interesting to read about, so i get really unsure about what to write and not to write. 

I've been getting a lot of Pm's, asking me to come back or if i'm alive etc, AND I DON'T MIND THAT <3

The other fic i have is just lack of imagination (don't worry, i'll get there) 

But because of these slumps, I've been writing by hand. Yes by hand, like in the before-computer-existed- by hand. 

 So yeah, I've been filling out these little note books with stories (that i may find too short to write and post on AFF) 

Every story i've written by hand are plots i thought i'd use here, but didn't really know if it was good enough.

The plot is made to be.. really short. I find it really fun though. and my creativity is BOOOOSTIN'

But i will wake up to reality soon and just start updating my fics, haahahaa.. 

(although i think i will keep writing by hand too, cuz its fun and more personal)

I've been sending one to Maria up in Norway, so she's probably getting it in the mail by now. (she really wanted one) 

But i think i'll disappoint her, because it's really really really sad. like.. really. (girls, do not write while being on your periods. that is emotional .)

But i WILL update soon, and not just once every week, or for the other fic, once every 2nd week(or month lol)

and to apologize to this long post(if you made it this far) Here's a picture of my youngest dorky 1 year old girl ^^

Thanks for reading, Bye ~

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AnahitaN13 #1
Tilll now it seems like I haven't missed a lot during my long absence as you haven't been much active either!
She's grown up so much but still so cute! ^_^
MyMinnieHo
#2
Omo... I really wanted to read the story you write in you notebook haru... Aah... What that the story you tell us in your other post??? I feel jealous you just send it to maria... *pout*

And by the way you youngest really cute.... She is so adorable.... :D :) Send my kiss and hug for her... hehehehe...
Touchstone
#3
OMG! 149??! Well, i think 24hours make a day,isn't it? So,how u get this lot time 2 write fic,writing story on ur notebook,n u'v also a family to manage! U realy r super actv,u knw?otherwise these all wud b impsbl!
JojoCircus_ #4
Awww your baby♥♥♥♥♥
Cutieeee~ ♥♥♥♥♥♥
rusticaura
#5
don't worry, its worth the wait. and your daughter is lovely ♥
Umma_Yuyu
#6
First let me start by saying that she is so freaking cute. God i want tk just pinch her cheeks. Now thats done let me tell you to breath . Take a easy we love your story and because we find you intresting so relax and stop stressing is not good for your health. Stop feeling like that your a great writer and your selling your self short because your very TALENTED specially with all you got going on in your life. So please relax and contine writing your stories because they are really good and we as your readers believe in them and in you !
mennie68
#7
omg she's so cute and carbon copy of your hubby haruna dear please don't underestimate your capability and talent your doing good and all please continue your one of best story ff writers i know and make friends here so fighting ok lots of hugs for you tc & love u <3:-*
Amidesuu
#8
I just got the notebook in the mail, picked it up today. THANK YOU SO MUCH i love the story already. it's so intense and seriously the greatest ever. only got to read the ten firts pages but OH MY GOD HOW GREAT IT IS. I love the main character so much, and everyting is perfect specially that you wrote it yourself by hand. THANKS <3
and by the way-HAVE CONFIDENCE<3 we'll wait for both fictions to update. it is interesting and fun to read, don't you think otherwise!!! your baby is so cute! real ullzzanggggg!!!!
Boyoshi
#9
Harachan, you are so cute. okay, listen to me now..
HAVE SOME CONFIDENCE. You're writing is incredible, and you KNOW we love it and STILL you are so insecure. PEOPLE HERE NEED TO BOOST HER SOME MORE. Okay, i'll admit that i've missed you a lot these days, but i bit my teeth together, remembering that you have 3 kids. 1 husband. a job, and school. it seems like no one is realizing that. I'm totally your fan, and HEY! DON'T KEEP THOSE NOTEBOOKS FOR YOURSELF. LET US READ THEM TOO! I'm liek really jealous of Maria now..
and by the way. your fic about yourself, i'm totally digging it. it is interesting. it is fun. it is amazing, so please have confidence. (wow this comment is getting long)
oh btw, YOUR YOUNGEST IS SO ADORABLE I'M LIKE SPAZZING

ugh i really want those notebooks of yours. Boyoshi out.