I know I haven't blogged like I promised. But some stuff came up and my health took a turn for the worst lately so it's been kind of hard 

So first things first

I told friend A and friend D (you can see blog one for some extra info)

Quick summary. Friend a is an actual family member, like a distant relation. Friend a is extremely close to me. Friend d reminds me a lot of the people I used to hang out with so there's a sort of familiarity and longing and odd comfort with her. 

They took it pretty well. I mean friend d took it calmly and all. Friend a nearly broke down in class. I couldn't tell whose eyes were wetter, mine or hers. 

I broke it off with friend f. I mean like completely pushed friend f away.  They have enough right now and me being around doesn't help him. 

And.....

When I talk to him, all the memories comeback. Not the happy ones. The ones that push me closer to the edge. 

The reason he (yeah friend f is a guy. Did I say that already???) couldn't help is because it's like directly talking to your demons. In the flesh. And it was becoming too much for me. 

Plus, my allergies and asthma went wack and I'm sick 

On the brighter side. I passed my circulatory system exam and history test and got an A on my math test. 

I've started watching Sherlock and I love Benedict's take on Holmes. And bilbo is Watson. Like OMG!!!!

So...yeah

Parents are fighting still. But the focus is more on my bastard of a brother than me so I'm okay with it all. Homework is still a and my workload is always increasing. It's really tiring. My insomnia is all weird too and I can't ever seem to get any sleep anymore. 

.....yeah that's pretty much it 

Sooo anyone else watch Sherlock??