How long do we have? 

How long for what?

Everyone. We know it's going to happen. But we don't know when. I'll take big breaths. I wanna remember what breathing feels like.

Why?

Because I don't know when it'll be me.

Oh.

My fears are everywhere. I can't forget them so I don't try. I can't stop them but I don't welcome them. 

Why would you?

Exactly. I won't but their still there. They're in my face. In my eyes. I can't see anything but them. Or hear anything but them.

Why think about it?

Because I can't stop.

Them stop thinking about them.

I can't. 

Yes you can.

How?

Don't think about it.

Okay.

Okay.

I use the same towel every couple of days.

Why?
 
We don't have a lot already. I recycle them more than my two bras. I won't change towels until it feels too wet or it starts to smell. Look at me I'm talking about towels now.

Why?

I don't know.

Why don't you know?

I just don't.

That's fine.    Are you lonely?

No.

But your thinking to me.

So?

So your lonely.

That doesn't mean I'm lonely.

Yes it does.

No it doesn't.

No one else to talk to so your thinking to me.

I'm thinking to myself.

Not yourself, me. 

But you are me.
 
No. I'm in your head.

So you're me?

No.

Then who?

I'm your thoughts. I'm your sub-conscience. Your lonely so I'm here.

Why am I talking to you? This means I'm talking to myself.

No your talking with me. Your alone. I'm here. 

Okay.

Why are you typing this?

I don't know.

Why don't you know?

Because I don't.

Why?

Because I felt like it.

You don't need to. I'm here. 

I know that.

So why are you still typing?

Because I can.

But I'm right here.

No you're inside of me.

I know. I'm right here!

I know you are.

Then stop.