[Full story: Flower of Future]

Doojoon woke up from his dream. He got it right. He knew it already. The answer. Doojoon looked around, noticed Hyunseung was still sleeping. Doojoon noticed the song was stopped, maybe Hyunseung helped him. Doojoon glanced at the time. 1.11 am.

Doojoon exhaled. He got up and walked out from his room silently. Doojoon looked at the door, JunWoon’s door. He wanted to tell them but he didn’t know how. Doojoon sighed, he decided to walk around, clearing his thought. Grabbing his coat, he left the dorm. Doojoon bit his lips. “Rooftop.”

Doojoon stepped out from the door. The chilly morning breeze touched his face. Doojoon shivered a bit. He took a deep breath. Doojoon walked to the edge. He enjoyed the view and the nightlight around Seoul. Doojoon found a bright light not far from him. Red and purple. Doojoon smiled a bit. “Red and purple. I like both colour anyway now somehow.” Doojoon chuckled. His favourite colour is red, but now he seemed to love the lovely purple also. Doojoon looked up to the sky.

“Dooyoon ah, I will tell him tomorrow. Wish me luck and pray for us, neh?” Doojoon smiled to the sky. He was a bit calmer now.

“Indeed you’re my flower, Yong Junhyung.” Doojoon said. He smiled to the memories.

Dongwoon stepped back and left the place silently. He smiled a bit, while his eyes were teary. He leaned against the door. “He actually returned to his true flower, isn’t he? From the beginning, the flower is him.” Dongwoon chuckled softly to himself. Dongwoon startled when his phone rang. Dongwoon went down a bit, afraid that Doojoon will heard him. Dongwoon picked it while walking down the stairs, wanted to have a walk.

“Umma.”

“Joonwoo?” Dongwoon blinked, surprised that his son didn’t asleep that time like this. “Why aren’t you sleeping yet, son?” Dongwoon asked.

“I can’t sleep. Anything happened to you, umma? Because you keep coming in my mind.” Dongwoon blinked. He stopped in front of the building entrance. His eyes became teary again and this time, it rolled down his cheeks. Dongwoon smiled.

“Why? I’m okay here.” Dongwoon said, but his voice is cracking. Joonwoo heard that.

“Don’t lie, umma. You’re crying.” Dongwoon smiled, he sniffled.

“You caught me right…”

“Umma, where are you? I want to see you, I can tell something really bad happened.” Joonwoo said. Dongwoon looked at his watch.

“I will come home. I miss you, Joonwoo ah.”

“Ppalliwa. I will wait for you, umma. I miss you too.” Dongwoon nodded and started to walk away from the dorm. He just needed some time, comforts. The only one who understand him, his son. He knew his son would understand, he was way too matured in spite of his age.

Dongwoon arrived at his house. Dongwoon opened the door and stepped in. He walked to the living room, Joonwoo already waited him on the couch. Their eyes met.

“Hye.” Dongwoon cracked the silence. Joonwoo read his mother’s thought. Joonwoo opened his arms, welcoming and granted the question in his mother’s mind. Dongwoon smiled, understand that Joonwoo heard him. He walked to his son and pulled him into his embrace, tight. Joonwoo rubbed his umma’s back, in mean the things happened came to him one by one. Without words, Joonwoo already knew what happened.

“Umma, it’s fine. I’m here, I won’t go anyway. I just need you. Just umma in my life, it’s fine without appa. I’m used to it” Joonwoo said. Dongwoon’s tears fell down, he kissed his son’s hair. Joonwoo closed his eyes and smiled. “I love you, umma.”

“Mianne son, mianne.” Joonwoo shook his head.

“I’m okay umma, don’t feel guilty.” Dongwoon loosened the hug. They stared into each other eyes. Both smiled.

“I’m proud of you, Joonwoo ah. I love you son, I love you.” Dongwoon pecked on his son’s forehead. Joonwoo smiled.

“I know and I love you too, umma.” They hugged again, with tears and connected everlasting maternal love.

Doojoon walked to JunWoon’s room in that morning. Kikwang and Yoseob already left for their own schedule. Doojoon took a breath and opened the door.

“Doo?” Doojoon turned when someone called him from behind.

“Seung.”

“Searching for them? Junnie already left for his schedule, Dongwoon sent me a message just now that he slept at his house.” Hyunseung said. Doojoon turned to the room. Empty.

“Ah, neh. Thanks.” Hyunseung looked at him.

“You…already decided?” Hyunseung asked in nervous. Doojoon flashed a smile and nodded. Hyunseung looked at him. “Can I know who?”

“I want to tell him first.” Doojoon said and smiled. He said a goodbye and left the dorm. On the way, he typed a message.

From: Doojoonie

To: Junnie

Jun, can we meet at the rooftop this night? I will wait for you to finish your schedule.

Doojoon pushed the send button. He arrived at his car. He unlocked it and got in. One name came into his mind. Doojoon stared at the front for a while. Doojoon took a breath.

From: Doojoon hyung

To: Woonie

Dongwoon, I’m sorry. I don’t know what to say either, I’m sorry.

Doojoon sighed and started the engine. He drove to his schedule, hoping that Dongwoon would understand the message himself. He was feeling guilty but he didn’t know what else he can say other than that. He wanted to see Junhyung first and confront Dongwoon later.

Junhyung stepped to the outside. He felt the breeze and looked around, finding that man. He was feeling nervous, knowing why that man called for him. The decision, either saying love or sorry. Junhyung took a breath before he took the steps closer to him. His steps were slow, nervous and afraid. Everything is mixed in his mind.

“Doo.” Doojoon turned and saw Junhyung. He flashed a tiny smile.

“Hi, Jun.” No doubt, the nervous clearly can be heard. Junhyung just smiled to Doojoon.

“I…” Doojoon closed his eyes, feeling nervous again. Junhyung just looked at him, he also nervous about the answer. The rapper could see that leader was nervous too. He formed a small smile.

“I could tell you want to tell me the decision, right Doo?” Doojoon looked at him. Junhyung smiled. Doojoon nodded. “Just tell, I’m okay with anything.” Junhyung said. Doojoon walked closer to Junhyung. Junhyung just stared at that man. Doojoon exhaled and stopped a step in front of Junhyung.

“In my dream, I was meant to choose over two flowers. One is red and one is purple. It happened once when I’m given the chance to travel back, I need to choose between two cards with the same colour code. I just realized the colour indeed have the meaning.” Doojoon said. Junhyung just listened. Doojoon stared into Junhyung’s eyes.

“The card, I pick purple which writes ‘Chance’. I meet Woonie back then. It was a miracle, I just pick randomly, the colour. The red card, it wrote ‘Death’. When I closed my eyes to choose between the flower, all the memories came to me at once. Me, you and Woonie.” Doojoon took a breath. Junhyung still stayed silent. “And I just realized…I think about you more than Woonie. When I reached to the flower, I still close my eyes. I can’t decide to choose between you and him, even I realized you are in my head. Because at the same time I’m afraid that I will hurt Woonie.” Doojoon put a small smile.

“I just hope my hand make the right choice for me. I convinced myself, I want to be with you. And indeed…the flower I hold is the red one.” Doojoon smiled. “Even though he didn’t tell but I figured it out. The purple is Woonie, the red is you. Like the cards.” Junhyung stayed silent, didn’t know what to say.

“I love you more, I’m sure.” Doojoon cupped Junhyung’s face. “I realized now. You’re the flower that bloomed my heart every single minute. I’m sure right now, Yong Junhyung. I love you, I love you more than anything else. I want to be with you for the rest of my life.” Junhyung stunned. Doojoon flashed a smile. He pulled Junhyung into his warm embrace. “Believe me please, Junnie. I love you.”

Junhyung’s eyes were teary. He hid face in the crook of the leader neck and hugged Doojoon tight. His tears rolled down. “Doo, are you really come to me?” Junhyung’s question muffled into the skins, but Doojoon heard it. He smiled and nodded.

“I am. I am here, for you.” Doojoon said, confidently. Junhyung loosened the hug. Their eyes met. Doojoon smiled to the rapper and wiped the tears staining Junhyung’s fair cheeks. “Don’t cry.”

“Doo, I thought you would go for him. I thought I’m not the one for you. I can’t believe this, Doo. I thought I did lose you, lose the chance as your future.” Junhyung said, sniffling. Doojoon smiled. “Am I dreaming, Doojoon? Are you really here?”

“It’s not your dream. I’m here for you and I’m choosing to stay with you. I love you.” Doojoon said. Junhyung stared into Doojoon’s eyes.

“Doo, I love you too…” Junhyung said with a tiny pink on his cheeks. Doojoon smiled.

“I’m sorry if I ever hurt you before…” Junhyung shook his head.

“I’m okay. It was me who did wrong, just if I don’t change and ignored you…” Doojoon touched Junhyung’s cheeks.

“You cried for me, right? I feel bad for making you cry, I’m sorry.” Junhyung shook his head. Doojoon stared into Junhyung’s eyes. “I will make you happy. I will make up those pains. I want to take care of you and always let you smile, no more pain and crying.” Doojoon said. He cupped Junhyung’s cheeks. Junhyung blinked, telling that he was thankful. The silence accompanied them for a while with them staring each other. Doojoon trailed down his eyes to Junhyung’s lips. The rapper closed his eyes when Doojoon closed their distances. Doojoon’s breath crept his face. Their lips met and connected in lovely way. Junhyung tugged Doojoon’s shirt while Doojoon pulled him closer. The kisses were sweet and full of love. Junhyung’s tears brimmed in his closed eyes and fell. Doojoon felt the liquid and opened his eyes a bit. Realizing Junhyung’s crying, he pulled away. Dongwoon opened his eyes to look at Doojoon.

“Why are you crying?” Doojoon asked. Junhyung blinked and quickly wiped his tears. He smiled a bit.

“I’m too happy, I thought I already lose you, Doojoon.” Junhyung confessed. Doojoon gulped, feeling a pang on Junhyung’s words.

“I love you, Yong Junhyung. It’s you.” Doojoon whispered on the lips and kissed him again. Junhyung gladly received the kiss. His hands wrapped around Doojoon’s neck while Doojoon fisted the lock, pulling closer. Junhyung whimpered into the kiss, feeling the love into the fullest. Doojoon pulled away. Junhyung smiled.

“I love you too, Doojoon.” They smiled.

“Be mine.” Junhyung nodded.

“Forever.” Doojoon kissed him again.

Hyunseung smiled while his tears were running down his cheeks. He walked down the stairs. Hyunseung accidentally heard Doojoon and Junhyung. He thought of getting a calm night, visiting the rooftop for the first time, but it was a way too wrong. The scene he saw before his eyes made his heart scattered, broken completely. Doojoon and Junhyung were back together now. And he…without even can tell his crush about his feelings, he’s heartbroken twice.

Hyunseung walked out leaving the dorm building, wandered around the neighborhood. Hyunseung kept his head hung low and walked with the hands in his pocket. His tears were still rolling, he didn’t give a damn care about it. He kept walking without knowing the way he had directed to. When he felt his legs tired and feet sore, Hyunseung stopped. He just realized he walked along the way till Cube. He shocked himself, but decided to go to the practice room. Maybe dancing could help him healing his heart, put a stop on the bleeding of his broken heart.

He arrived at Beast’s practice room. He walked in and looked around. His heart ached, maybe it was a wrong choice. This room held many memories of him with Junhyung. Being in this room making him fall way to deep into his sorrow. He turned around, attempt to walk out the door. He closed the door, the feelings became heavy. It felt like he was closing it, his heart. Closed it, can’t be read by anyone, the pains he had. His tears fell again.

“Oppa?” Hyunseung startled and turned. Hyuna stood not far from him. Hyunseung turned away, hiding his tears. Hyuna wrinkled. “JS oppa? What’s wrong? Are you crying?” Hyuna approached him and pulled Hyunseung’s face looking to her. Hyunseung tried to look away but Hyuna already saw the wet eyes and trails of tears on the cheeks.

“I’m okay, Hyuna yah.” Hyunseung pushed away Hyuna’s hands slowly. Hyuna bit her lips, feeling a bit hurt. Hyunseung wanted to walk away but Hyuna pulled his hands.

“Oppa, you still remember right? You can always talk with me when you have problems.” Hyuna said softly. Hyunseung bit his lips. He turned. Hyuna felt her heart pierced when the slightly red cheeks met her sight. “You’re crying so bad. Don’t tell me a lie with ‘I’m okay, Hyuna yah.’, oppa. You’re not okay.” Hyunseung looked at her. His eyes softened.

“Hyuna.” Hyuna smiled.

“Don’t keep to yourself, oppa.” Hyuna said. Hyunseung stared at her. He sighed. Hyuna didn’t know anything, how could he talked with her about Junhyung? Hyuna looked at Hyunseung worriedly. Hyuna pulled Hyunseung to follow her. Hyunseung startled when he was being dragged. Both of them stopped in front of 4minute’s practice room. Hyunseung looked at Hyuna, Hyuna smiled. She dragged him into the room, making Hyunseung sit at the corner. Hyunseung just looked at her. Hyuna walked to the player and played a song.

“I want learning this for a show…seems like you’re the first one who see it anyway.” Hyuna smiled. “Telling you first, it’s a mashup song and for a variety show. I want you to laugh and be happy again.” Hyuna said. Hyunseung just followed her with his eyes. Hyuna played the song. A familiar comical dance song heard. Hyunseung looked at Hyuna, disbelief. Hyuna smiled and winked, soon started to dance. Hyunseung blinked, a switch of his laughter . He cupped his mouth right away, afraid he would laugh out freely. For a second, he forgot about Junhyung. Thanks to Hyuna.

Hyuna kept dancing for the 4 minutes mashup song. Comical, y, hilarious, all is combined in one song. Hyunseung took a breath after having a huge laughter. Hyuna took a deep breath after finished her dance. She smiled to see the smile on Hyunseung’s face. She was happy, at least Hyunseung forgot the trouble he had just now. Hyuna stopped the song and walked to Hyunseung. She sat beside Hyunseung.

“Feeling better?” Hyunseung smiled and nodded.

“Thanks, Hyuna yah. I miss to laugh like this.” Hyunseung said. Hyuna looked at him.

“I could tell you have troubles in these days. You’re not the usual Jang Hyunseung in past few days.” Hyuna said. Hyunseung smiled a bit. “Wanna talk about it?” Hyuna asked.

“I don’t know where to start.” Hyunseung said. Hyuna looked at him. Hyuna smiled.

“Just tell me anything, let out all that bothered you. I’m okay with anything.” Hyuna said. Hyunseung looked at Hyuna.

“I…I-I been liking someone…” Hyuna looked at Hyunseung. She formed a tiny smile. “I had like that person since out first met. But I never had a chance to say it, I was about to confess but later I know he had a boyfriend.” Hyunseung sighed.

“I’m just go on with that fact. We’re close friend, maybe at least I’m not confessing saving our friendship. I just looked at him from the side and make sure that he always had his smile.” Hyunseung wiped his sudden tears. Hyuna saw that. She was hurting too, but she held back her tears so tight. “I thought I could stay pretending like that but it was hard. And my heart broken twice. He stepped on it without he realized. It was too hurt…” Hyunseung’s last sentence was low. He was holding back his sobs. Hyuna looked at him.

“I…I heard you said he…who…”

“Junnie.” Hyuna blinked. So the reason why this guy never see her love is because of him? A guy? Kim Hyunah actually ignored by Jang Hyunseung because of Yong Junhyung?

“Junnie oppa?” Hyunseung nodded.

“Mianne…it maybe was a shock to you. I know and understand if you found me weird and I’m understand if you’re avoiding me after this. But it’s a fact. I like, ani, love a guy named Yong Junhyung, Hyuna yah.” Hyunseung said. Hyuna stared at him.

“That-It’s okay for me, oppa. But…” Hyunseung looked up to Hyuna. Hyuna bit her lips. “I-I can’t believe that actually I lose to a guy…” Hyuna said lowly but Hyunseng was able to catch the words. Hyunseung looked at Hyuna.

“Hyuna yah…what you mean by that?” Hyunseung asked. Hyuna looked up to Hyunseung.

“Oppa…I…” Hyunseung stared at her. Hyuna looked down and mumbled shyly. His cheeks tinted pink. “I love you…” Hyunseung opened his eyes wider. Hyuna didn’t look up, afraid. Hyunseung blinked. He was unsure with his ears but he heard the words.

“Hyuna.”

“Oppa, I love you.” Hyuna said in confident tone and looked at Hyunseung straight in the eyes. Hyunseung looked at her. The silence stayed within them for a while. Hyuna took a breath. “I’m sorry this is sudden, but I don’t want to be like you, at least I want the one I love about my feelings. I have been liking you since we’re introduce to each other. I like your difference, your style and everything. I don’t know exactly when I started to like you but slowly I can’t erased you from my head and realized that I fell for you.” Hyuna said calmly. She smiled a bit.

“It feels better to tell you…I’m sorry again because it is sudden. I didn’t plan to tell you…but..I-I don’t know.” Hyuna sighed and looked away. Hyunseung stayed silent for a while, didn’t know what to say.

“I..envy with you.” Hyunseung said softly. Hyuna wrinkled and turned to Hyunseung. Hyunseung formed a small smile. “Yeah, you got the chance to confess, while I can’t.” Hyunseung said. Hyuna smiled a bit.

“But it feels better if I got accepted…” Hyuna mumbled. Hyunseung looked at her. Sensing that Hyunseung heard her, she shook her head. “Ani…I just, err. Forget that. Seriously.” Hyuna said. Hyunseung turned to his front, feeling bad for her. Hyuna stayed silent and bit her lips.

“Hyuna…oppa…” Hyunseung was cut off.

“It’s okay tho. Don’t say sorry, that word will hurt me most.” Hyuna said while smiling to Hyunseung. Hyunseung stunned, he saw the tears in Hyuna’s eyes. For the first time, he never see Hyuna cried even once. This is the first time. Hyuna blinked, chasing away the tears. Hyuna got up.

“I should go anyway. I still have things to do. Don’t think much and take care of yourself, neh oppa?” Hyuna smiled. “Annyeong…” Her voice trailed down while she was turning. Hyunseung looked at her back. Somehow, he felt guilty. When he heard the door being opened, Hyunseung got up and caught up to Hyuna. He pulled Hyuna’s hand. Hyuna who was shocked pulled back into the room, making her turned around facing Hyunseung in such a close distance. Hyuna’s eyes widened. Hyunseung bit his lips.

“Can you stay with me today?” Hyuna stared into Hyunseung’s eyes. Hyunseung bit his lips. “I know it sounds selfish, but I need someone…” Hyunseung said softly. Hyuna looked at him.

“I’m afraid that I can’t…”

“Hyuna.” Hyuna blinked. Hyunseung clasped their hands together, making Hyuna looked down to his hand. “If…if I’m forgetting Junnie…ca-can I love you?” Hyuna looked up to Hyunseung in shock. Hyunseung bit his lips.

“Oppa..what…”

“I know the pains…I know it better, Hyuna. It was too hurt, even though you did confess, but I know the deep.” Hyunseung stared into Hyuna’s eyes. “I don’t want you to go through the same pain with me…so can you wait? Wait for me to forget him and love you?” Hyuna blinked, disbelief in what he heard.

“Oppa…” Hyunseung reached up to Hyuna’s cheek and cupped it.

“Give me chance, beside Junnie and Beast, you’re the next important person for me. I can’t let you feel the pain, I don’t have a heart to let it happen. Wait for me to love you back, I will try my best to love you, Hyuna yah.” Hyunseung said, sincerely. Hyuna stared into his eyes, finding the sincerity in his words. They locked their eyes for a while. Hyuna at last nodded. Hyunseung smiled. “Thank you.”

“I love you, oppa.”

Doojoon hugged Junhyung from behind. They were still on the rooftop, standing near the edge to see the view. Both had a smile on their face, blissful smile. Doojoon kissed on the back of Junhyung’s head. Junhyung closed his eyes, enjoying the warmth. Doojoon placed his chin on Junhyung’s shoulder. Junhyung exhaled and opened his eyes.

“How will you tell Woonie?” Junhyung asked suddenly. Doojoon titled his head a bit. Junhyung also took a glance to him. Doojoon sighed.

“I will find a way. I already sent a message, giving him hints. I will talk to him soon.” Doojoon said. Junhyung nodded.

“Don’t wait for long. I’m afraid he will hurt. I hate the facts that he was hurt all this time.” Junhyung said. Doojoon sighed.

“I feel bad too, but…”

“Mianne, I brought this topic out of sudden.” Junhyung said. Doojoon shook his head.

“It’s fine.”

“Doo…” Junhyung called after a while silence. He loosened the hug and turned to Doojoon. Doojoon looked at him. Junhyung smiled and cupped Doojoon’s cheeks. Doojoon raised his brow, quite confused with the sudden gesture.

“I feel wonderful to have you again.” Doojoon smiled. He pinched Junhyung’s cheeks. Junhyung pulled his hand and slapped Doojoon’s hands away.

“Appo~”

“To prove I’m real in front of you.” Junhyung rubbed his cheeks while pouting. Doojoon chuckled. Junhyung looked down and found the bracelet on Doojoon’s hand.

“You’re wearing that.” Doojoon blinked and looked at the direction Junhyung was looking. He saw the bracelet. He smiled.

“Of course I wear it.” Junhyung smiled. Doojoon reached the hand and looked at the pair on Junhyung’s wrist. “Jun.” Junhyung looked at Doojoon.

“I don’t have anything to prove my love for you, but…Junhyung ah, let’s get marry.” Doojoon said nervously. Junhyung widened his eyes. Doojoon stared at the rapper.

“Doo…that’s…”

“I want to have you officially as mine, be my wife Junhyung ah.” Doojoon said. Junhyung looked away shyly. His cheeks heated up. Junhyung bit his lips while Doojoon waited the reply nervously. Slowly, Junhyung nodded. Doojoon beamed.

“Thank you, Junnie. Thank you.” Doojoon gave a short peck and hugged Junhyung. Junhyung hugged him back and nodded.

“I want to be with you too, I love you, Doojoonie.” Junhyung whispered.

“I love you too.” Both of them smiled.

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A/N: That's it. Thanks for reading. Give Beast a lot of love! -ranasungmin_140208_0210-